“When we hold each other, in the darkness, it doesn’t make the darkness go away. The bad things are still out there. The nightmares still walking. When we hold each other we feel not safe, but better. “It’s all right” we whisper, “I’m here, I love you.” and we lie: “I’ll never leave you.” For just a moment or two the darkness doesn’t seem so bad.”
— Neil Gaiman, Neil Gaiman’s Midnight Days

I go by the name bobo
All I do is sit around and eat and be sad, I'm basically a more annoying version of a plant.
I'm also extremely obsessed with cats.
And going out with a phat potato

'I'm not going to tell you to get over it, I'm going to help your through it.'

Alice
Anita
Fionaa
Danni
My better half
Tammy
Wendy

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Hello world! i've neglected my blog for a good solid 4/5 months now hahaha. I've been so busy with school and work I just haven't had the time to blog even though its been at the back of my head for a while that i needed to blog. Everytime I planned to blog I was either trumped with exams or I simply procrastinated so much that I didn't even end up blogging. 

Talking about exams, I've been pretty much cursed with the worse exam timetables since the beginning of year 12. So my for my half yearlies, I pretty much had all my exams squished into the first week of my 2 week exam block which resulted to me pretty much having no sleep and having a mini mental breakdown by the end of my exam week, because I had a double up (Latin and Ext 1 Maths) and pretty much one exam costed me the other. zzz. And then the next bunch of exams which came up, I had 2u then ancient then 3u consecutively, once again one exam cost me the other omg. And my trials are coming up and I swear to god my timetable could not get any worse. Well actually it was worse before they changed it but anyways. I had 5 exams in 3 days, so that was English paper 1 and 2 and ancient and legal and then Latin on the Wednesday, and then once again I was going to be finished by the end of the first week of the two week exam block. BUT THE SCHOOL CHANGED THE TIMETABLE AWYIS. Cause so many people did both legal and ancient, so now they moved ancient to the second week, however this did suck for the eco-ancient people because now those two exams doubled up just like half yearlies. When the new exam timetable was announced I was literally jumping up and down in happiness during legal studies...and then the eco-ancient people were like dying, one of my friends actually started crying, I felt so guilty omg... BUT, then when it comes to the real thing, my HSC, I have 4 exams within the first week. omg. even though there are no double ups 4 exams is still pretty bad. I'm going to be so brain dead. 

So what has been happening? Being a year 12 (hur hur hur) I attended my last ever school dance, it was alright LOl tbh I just went for the sake of going cause it is 'the last dance' and I felt so uncomfortable for majority of the night cause this girl kept grinding against me, like I'm not homophobic or anything I like 100000000000% support gay marriage but like come on, just because you (the girl) wanted to be right at the front it didn't mean you had to full on grind against me omfg. ffs. Anyways, my group had decided to go with 'jocks' as our theme to the dance and we pretty much took a group photo and dispersed LOL. Wendy came over to my house after school to get ready since we both ended at lunch 12:40 MWAHAHAHA. Perks of having free periods in year 12. The photo on the right pretty much describes my relationship with scarlet as well as how I feel about school, exams, pretty much everything to do with the DAMN HSC OMFG. Also the type of things I do in class when there is no teacher supervising us hehehehe. top notch student ;)

This year I also went to the Easter show, usually this is like one of the highlights of the year and the highlight of easter except this year it wasn't as great as it had been every other year. I don't know if its cause this year I had my little sister third wheeling my boyfriend and me LOL or because I was kinda too cheap to buy anything, but I really doubt thats the case cause every other year I bring my own sandwiches and stuff there cause the food is so overpriced. And this year I had bought nuggets!!! My boyfriend and little sister pretty much devoured the nuggets. Hahaha. And my little sister would happily wait for me when I went on rides with my boyfriend because she was content with seeing my face tense up with fear when the ride went upside down etc. Maybe because this year there wasn't that much to see, omg thats right, this year I didn't go into the animal nursery, well we were going to but during the line was so bloody long and in the end we just forgot otherwise the Easter show would have been much better haha. Maybe i just had really high expectations of the easter show this year and since it didn't meet my expectations it wasn't that great? Anyways i had bought my little sister loom band shows bags, actually multiple loom band related things because she was going through that major loom band phase which occurred around last month. Like the whole 'loom band' thing got so out of hand it was in the newspapers because schools had banned them LOL. I remember my little sister claimed that she had created a new loom band design so she actually researched how to form a contract and typed up a contract for her fellow loom band friends to sign SO SHE HAD THE PATENT AND CREDIT FOR HER DESIGN LIKE OH MY GOD. AND MY LITTLE SISTER IS IN YEAR 6 LIKE WHAT THE HELL. Anyways, after the Easter show the three of us headed into the city to eat dinner (pepper lunch...never again) and then went to Gloria jeans where we pretty much sat down and had a loom band fest. hahaha. It was so funny because even my boyfriend got involved and my little sister was teaching him and it was so bloody cute hehehe, 



 I had also finally got to go to The grounds of Alexandria omg !!! It was so sad because we missed the breakfast menu cause like hello?!?! who doesn't like poached eggs and muesli. Anyways, lunch was pretty good too and the coffee is actually as good as everyone says it is. Because we all got take away drinks because the table we booked wasn't in the cafe but rather the potting shed which is like a vintage garden themed dining area. There's also the cutest flower shop inside the grounds and its got the prettiest flowers INCLUDING RAINBOW ROSES. It was so funny because one of my friends and I tried pulling one of the roses out of the bunch completely ignoring the sign (we couldn't see) which clearly said "Please don't touch" hahahaha. in the end we got our rainbow roses and we ate and it was such a good day ehehe.
So every tuesday when I have 3u maths tutor, Dom's mum and mine have pretty much come up with routine where we go out to eat dinner after tutor, each time eating at a different place. There was this one time where we ate at pancakes at north stratfield so now i've pretty much been to every pancakes at the rocks in sydney mwahahaha awyis. Cept my little sister isn't a very big fan of these dinners because Dom's mum is such a big fan of sharing and trying each others dishes. My little sister is like a little selfish (brat) girl who refuses to share, but then sometimes I don't really blame her for being annoyed lol............ There's also this cute little cafe called The Choc Pot downstairs from my tutor and pretty much its like Dom's and my chill place before and after tutor. We go, well i go get coffee before tutor, cause I'm a coffee addict and its like -10 degrees these days cause its winter and who can possible stay awake during a couple hours of tutor WITHOUT COFFEE?!?! And cause its freezing Dom and I usually chill there waiting for his mum to pick us up cause like omg, why wait outside in the wind and cold like no. They have salted caramel lattes!!! Which is so unique and really really nice too, if you're a fan of sweet coffee hahaha. talking about sweet coffees/food etc. i think i've hit the age where i'm loosing my sweet tooth like sometimes i'll avoid eating things because i know it'll be too sweet, when in the past i've been able to eat the same things without a problem. ANYWAYS, there was this one time when wendy and I had pretty much sat there for the whole day studying for 2unit and we ordered like waffles right but seriously the waffles never came and we waited for long and turns out they forgot and they gave me the wrong coffee. I wasn't even that upset about waiting for really long but I couldn't say anything when she gave me my coffee wrong cause like omg, I already felt bad for being like '...guys...did you forget about my waffles' cause I know some of the people who work there well cause I'm like a *regular* LOL But anyways They gave me a latte and my heart legit like split HAHA. And then I was contemplating whether or not to put the sticker note on to let them know they got my order wrong but in a nice cute way and Wendy was like "do it i dont want to hear you complaining for the rest of the week" LOLOLOL. This is how much my coffee affects me seriously, DON'T GET MY COFFEE WRONG GRRR. omg it happened again a couple of weeks later, I was so said because I had to do a Latin test that day too. Talking about coffee I think my body has become really reliant on it because on days when I don't drink coffee I'm like 100% dead. Like I feel so tired, not just mentally but physically. 
Alex also had her 18th birthday! Which was pretty much a repeat of last year, dinner at noknok and then vivid after and ice cream. But it was actually a really good night even though I had came after doing open and I simply went home got changed and had no rest but anyways it was pretty good. Tbh i felt sort of over dressed because I thought more people would be wearing heels but NO. omgosh. After dinner when we actually got the water of darling harbour we watched the fireworks AND THERE WAS THIS MAN USES A SELFIE STICK TO FILM FIREWORKS LIKE OMG IT WAS HILARIOUS BUT OMG I DIDN'T EVEN THINK THOSE THINGS WOULD EXIST IN AUSTRALIA LIKE WTF OMG. I legit died when i saw it and then when the other half of the group came to join us we were like "WALK TOWARDS THE SELFIE STICK AND YOU WILL SEE US" hahahahahahaha. 



ANYWAYS ITS 3AM AND I HAVE A BREAKFAST DATE WITH SOPHIE D. TOMORROW AND I HAD JUST FINISHED WORK TONIGHT CAME HOME SHOWERED AND POSTED THIS. AND OMG I'M VERY TIRED BYE BYE.