“When we hold each other, in the darkness, it doesn’t make the darkness go away. The bad things are still out there. The nightmares still walking. When we hold each other we feel not safe, but better. “It’s all right” we whisper, “I’m here, I love you.” and we lie: “I’ll never leave you.” For just a moment or two the darkness doesn’t seem so bad.”
— Neil Gaiman, Neil Gaiman’s Midnight Days

I go by the name bobo
All I do is sit around and eat and be sad, I'm basically a more annoying version of a plant.
I'm also extremely obsessed with cats.
And going out with a phat potato

'I'm not going to tell you to get over it, I'm going to help your through it.'

Alice
Anita
Fionaa
Danni
My better half
Tammy
Wendy

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Year 12 is actually getting to me, especially when I've been away alot at school. Catching up for subjects is such a pain and I've just been swapped with the year 12 first assessment block hence my 2 months of not posting... LOL.

Within in these two months I also got a rabbit. One of my little sister's friend like breeds them so she gave her one. We named her Daenrys (is that how you spell it) LOL from Game of Thrones. The Mother of Dragon, cept my rabbit is no where near anything like that. She is super lazy, all she does is eat and poop, SHE doesn't even let me pick her up. she legit runs back into her cage. She used to bite me alot too. Now she's kinda become my mums rabbit cause my little sister is too scared of her even though she was the persistent one to get a pet in the first place and I'm too busy to clean the cage and plus it won't let me pick her up so its like zzZZzzz (excuses for laziness) LOL. She's gotten so big compared to how big she was to when we just got her. 

On some random day of November or end of October I went and had my teeth filled and since that was in the middle of the day, I didn't bother going to school LOL. Then i had some appointment at Newtown So i just bummed around Newtown with my buu until it was time for my appointment. It was my first time actually going through the main street of Newtown properly, I finally found the massive warehouse sale which MelT talked about a few years back (while Scarlet, Gina and I were so stupid and went to the wrong one back then lol) There were so many clothes in there omg, there was the nicest skirt but they didn't have my size omg. So i just ended buying a shirt and then we headed off and ate at Max Brenna, at Newtown they have this like massive like chocolate mixes and pipes and stuff, cept I don't think the chocolate actually goes through the pipes LOL. We ordered too much, which is SO TYPICAL. Whenever we go anywhere together to eat we always order way too much. There would be times at Pancakes where we literally order one thing from each menu. Entree; pizza; crepes; a main; and pancakes. LIKE SERIOUSLY. DRINKS AS WELL TOO. omfg. I'm planning to dye my hair soon too and probably cut it short cause my hair is so thick and heavy when I let it out and its summer soon too so... so i'm gonna treasure my ranga hair until it i cut it and dye it OMG LOOK AT HOW MUCH I'VE CHANGED IN AROUND A YEAR. 

#embarrassing #sorrynotsorry

On the 9th of November I did an open shift at work and then went to sculptures by the see straight after. I SWEAR TO GOD. I had to go to sculptures on that day cause it was the second last day and yeah I really wanted to go and it was a really nice day UNTIL I GOT TO BONDI THAT IS. omg. It was so shit cause there was trackwork and the bus to Bondi took forever then from Bondi it was like 34895792378 years until the bus came for us to go to where ever the bus took us. I forgot the place LOL but I really nice old man helepd us to get off at a better spot to  start our sculptures by the sea walk. OMG WE GOT THERE, IT WAS A NICE DAY AND SUNNY RIGHT. And then we got down to the beach and it was so damn windy... like it was so cold by the end of the exhibition. I had spent a total of 24 dollars on JUST HOTDOGS. HOTFUCKINGDOGS OMG. Whats rather annoying is that I had bought two hot dogs for 8$ each cause we were fucking starving right, I knew I should have gotten something after work zzz how rather annoying. AND THEN WE GOT FURTHER UP AND THERE WERE HOT DOGS FOR 4$ I was so annoyed. omg. But either way it was a really fun day even though by the end of the night it was fucking freezing and buses back to bondi from sculptures took fucking forever, and from bondi back to TOWN HALL TOOK FOREVER CAUSE OF TRAFFIC. THE BUS LEGIT STAYED AT THE SAME LIGHT FOR 20 MINS IM NOT EVEN JOKING. Not only that but we were standing and seriously, I was no way near up for standing for an hour or well close to an hour bus trip. I guess we were the only ones talking on the bus and this really funny guy like interrupted into our convo and yeah he was pretty funny LOL. Then we went to eat at either sushi hotaru or wagamama. I dont remember LOL. And iphone5S has all these really cool filters so i spent alot of time just playing around with it taking pictures of the same thing but in different filters... LOL. 







So I finished my last assessment today and it was 3u and omg it was so hard!!! I swear to god, like the past papers were so much easier and there was so much curve sketching AND I CAN'T CURVE SKETCH FOR CRAP. But at least now exams are over i get a few days off school and I'm so stress free now. I can't wait till the holidays, except I was expecting to have a real holiday, nekminnut I have my first history extension draft due, ancient notes to catch up (since it wasn't in the first assessment block, idgaf about ancient LOL) and a whole bunch of books to read for english. I guess I'll go the beach to read while getting my tan. LOL. omg all the post HSC students are now going overseas and I really want to go on holidays too. They're all overseas and I would much rather be overseas than be here doing exams here zzz.

So apparently Catching Fire is really good, I should probably go see it. But I'm so over the whole 'hunger games phase' especially after the first movie was so shit. Like the when the movie came out everyone was all omg mockingjay omg the hunger games omg so cool!!! And then when you apparently "spoil" the movie its like THE BOOK CAME OUT LAST YEAR OMG. But anyway I should probably go watch it, and watch Carrie, the new scary movie. I feel so 'grown up' now that I can watch MA15+ movies legally LOL. Idk its just this feeling, where its like I CAN DO THIS LEGALLY NOW MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA. LOL. Not that I should have been doing it illegally anyway... LOL.

omg so there was this one day I didn't go to school but I went to work and since I wasn't in school uniform I forgot my school shoes for work. In like a span of 10 mins I went and bought vans to work in LOL. such an impulse buy, but then I always wanted a pair of black vans, not having shoes to work just gave me a "proper" reason to buy them. LOL. But then turns out I didn't need to buy a pair cause Sophie always keeps a spare pair at wagamama, omfg. Then I went for a sleepover and watched We're the Millers. OMG THAT MOVIE IS ACTUALLY SO FUNNY. Apparently I snore and my friends took a video of snoring too omfg. I havent been over in so long that their dog attacked me and humped me too death zzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzz I swear to god, he's so spoilt, like I'm eating and then he keeps scratching me to feed him zzz.

Now exams are over, I'm also getting a cat! I'm so excited hehe. Cept My house is so messy and I'm really scared its gonna shit everywhere. zzz There's probably 10000 mistakes in this post, but I just finished  2-10pm shift at work and its 2:30am now and I have an 8-4 shift tomorrow.