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“When we hold each other, in the darkness, it doesn’t make the darkness go away. The bad things are still out there. The nightmares still walking. When we hold each other we feel not safe, but better. “It’s all right” we whisper, “I’m here, I love you.” and we lie: “I’ll never leave you.” For just a moment or two the darkness doesn’t seem so bad.”
— Neil Gaiman, Neil Gaiman’s Midnight Days
Don’t take anything personally. Nothing others do is because of you. What others say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream. When you are immune to the opinions and actions of others, you won’t be the victim of needless suffering. - Don Miguel Ruiz, The Four Agreements
Wednesday, September 18, 2013 @ 6:21 AM

Celebration! Blogspot is finally working again. I've been waiting for this *moment* since after prelim exams, I was not particularly fond of blogging on my phone because inserting pictures is hell annoying. 

Pretty much I had finished my last two exams last Wednesday so I had a four day long weekend, which I had spent rather unproductively, although I did go work on one of the days and by the time Monday came around, I had already spoiled myself and put myself in holiday mode. I don't even know what I'm learning when I go to school these days, exams are over... and year 12 courses don't start till next term. Clearly explains why I did not go to school today. Well actually since I woke up missing out on morning class and I would have been late for class in general I decided not to go. But then I had to deal with my mum's constant screaming of "BOBO YOU WILL LOSE MARKS FOR LACK OF ATTENDANCE AND BAD ATTITUDE." Not that I ended up doing anything rather productive at home. I got out of bed at 1:30pm LOL. I've managed to sleep enough that the majority of my dark circles and eye bags are gone. yay.

This being the last week of Term 3 is also the week of all the year 12s graduating and it makes me extremely stressed and nervous that I only have one more year of high school left, and its the year where everything counts towards this horrible thing called the HSC. Only to think that perhaps if things haven't been what they were I would have actually attended a year 12 graduation dinner tonight. hur hur hur. ohwells. I believe everything happens for a reason, and I guess although i don't know the reason behind it, there is still a reason. It is also the horrible week of when I get my exams back, so far I've gotten half of them back and the results aren't exactly the best results but not the worse either. Its been a pretty horrible week so far. But at least its been a week since my dads gone away so now the house now usually has only Alice and me occupying it. Its probably that she's older now, or that I'm getting more older/mature that I find her so cute and cherish her so much more than before. We've been cooking dinner together for the pass few nights and its not even anything special, we just chuck like minced meat and whatever vegetables which we like to eat together with rice for dinner. 
Talking about school, I'm dropping bio next year which I guess is a shame because my bio practical mark was a shocking 90% (l0l) But then the bio prac test was extremely easy, I'm probably going to fail my written once since its actually 100% full of bullshit. LOL. I'm gonna take up extension history which I am extremely excited about and my ancient teacher told me I did really well in my ancient history test. I'm so happy heoheheoeheoe. He like literally screamed my name down the corridor and told me I did really well. I really like my ancient teacher. WHY IS HE RETIRING AND DITCHING US HALFWAY THROUGH HSC. LIKE SAY WHAT. Don't do this to us sir, its so dog. ): I've also managed to save quite alot of money in my account so I'm like deciding if I should go on a mini shopping spree and get myself some new shoes/clothes or save up even more and get myself the DSLR which I mentioned in the previous post. I actuall have enough to get that camera, but honestly Kitty was right about either going all out or go home. Like if i'm planning to get such an expensive camera I might as well get a good one right? Rather than some 'alright' one. Since I literally can't find the Canon 60D ANYWHERE (zz...fml) I've decided to get the Canon 70D which is gonna be me saving all my work earnings these holidays. Plus I'm going China this coming Christmas holidays, and my mums gonna pay for all and give me spending money so like...SHOPPING SPREE. :D Plus since I haven't been back in a few years I'm sure my relatives with buy me stuff. ke ke ke. But I'm going alone. Imagine that, an 8 hour plane trip sitting next to a stranger....  Planes truly scare me so much, that turbulence...like why. 

 I also just came back from dinner with my mum and little sister. I'm so glad my dad is away, the three of us is more family than when he is here. Its not even like he is part of my family. Pretty much we went to this place where my mum used to work and the guy who served us and all kept bugging us but he was so funny and nice to us as well. Like pretty much all the customers there are regulars (I assume) cause at least one person on each benched seemed to know the owner or the manager. So pretty much the manager sneaked food from the other table for me and my little sister. LOL Not that that customer minded, he said he was okay. But omg it was so funny. I thanked the guy before we left. (#manners hahahha) Some people are truly too nice in the world. That reminds me of how one of the guys I made coffee for the other guy helped these old ladies break their food and coffee out to them cause the old ladies couldn't. He was so nice and bubbly. ^o^ I swear I'm not doing open cafe again while Gloria Jeans across the road is closed, I mean we're getting alot more customers BUT OH MY GOD. I get flunked in cafe I barely get enough time to clean my cafe. omg and at dinner alice hogged and ate a whole lobster to herself and the noodles that came with it too. She legit ate the whole thing. That stupid fatty. Omg.



I can't wait till the holidays! Cause i'm finally (hopefully) gonna go to a beach! I've got so much stuff to do too cause like if I'm going to keep 3u maths I really gotta lift my game s i g h. These days I wonder why some people are put through so much hardships and other people get to live such an easy life. Those people are unperceptive of the world it kills my life. Talking to them makes me so frustrated sometimes, but then hey, why take be angry because someone else is stubborn? What good will it do to you? I had once someone tell me to "turn all that negative energy into positive energy" I'm getting there I guess, considering I don't rage, i just take a deep breath and continue with life. But honestly sometimes I'm like DO I NEED TO CHUCK YOU IN AFRICA TO MAKE YOU SEE WHAT LIFE REALLY IS. like holy shit. like those people understand nothing. On a brighter note, its my mock assembly tomorrow, and i'm really excited to see what the year 12s have planned this year because I actually have no idea cause last year it was the whole 'psy phase' and it was so obvious with all that gangnam style stuff. 

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