“When we hold each other, in the darkness, it doesn’t make the darkness go away. The bad things are still out there. The nightmares still walking. When we hold each other we feel not safe, but better. “It’s all right” we whisper, “I’m here, I love you.” and we lie: “I’ll never leave you.” For just a moment or two the darkness doesn’t seem so bad.”
— Neil Gaiman, Neil Gaiman’s Midnight Days

I go by the name bobo
All I do is sit around and eat and be sad, I'm basically a more annoying version of a plant.
I'm also extremely obsessed with cats.
And going out with a phat potato

'I'm not going to tell you to get over it, I'm going to help your through it.'

Alice
Anita
Fionaa
Danni
My better half
Tammy
Wendy

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Once again I have disappeared from blogspot for around a month because I SIMPLY CANNOT FIND THE TIME TO BLOG ): There were so many tests and just homework in general and omg yeah talking about tests, even though I studied for them (ish) I still did really bad. I HATE MATHS ): I guess it is time for me to go maths tutor/get a private tutor. I really want a private tutor but you know, can't do anything about that lol.......................................... 
And I should really be reading Catcher in the Rye which is suppose to be finished tomorrow and yeah I'm like up to chapter 5 and left the book at Ronny's so like.........................

anyways, while I was away from blogger, I also went through a week of being horribly sick. Technically it was pretty much a month. I sat next to a sick Michelle for a double bio, the next day I found myself sniffling and coughing. I spent the rest of the week coughing afterwards lol. Then after that week, I got another sniffling disease from my boyfriend. It like lasted for a day but OMG, seriously, my nose has never, ever, been in so much pain. Like I was sniffling the whole day, and I'm pretty sure it was my 2unit test on that day too ): ): Then on the Thursday was when  started to fall extremely ill omg, I went to sickbay during period 7 and I had gotten chills THE WHOLE FUCKING DAY. It was like 27 degrees and i was sitting in the sun in a blazer complaining about how cold it was when everyone was like 'its so freaking hot' The office lady thought I had some mental breakdown or something LOL cause i asked for the heater to be on (?) and all this other crap happened. THEN I WENT THROUGH A WHOLE WEEK OF LITERAL FEVERS AND VOMITING AND NOT EATING. From that Thursday onwards, I  had high fevers of around 40 degrees and when I had visited the doctor for the first time, he's like "Its a virus, it'll go away on its own." MATE, IM IN SO MUCH PAIN. Like the chills i got during the fever were so bad, especially when I got a really bad headache as well. ): like fuck man, give me pills or something to make it all go away. ): 

On the 12 of  March I had a legal studies excursion, we like pretty much went to the courts in the city and went into the courts and 'observed' what was happening etc. I had realised a few things. 
- It was really boring.... lol...
- The barristers weren't as cool as they were in dramas, they were like "um...." and unorganised, idk, maybe i went in on at the wrong time. 
- most of the court cases were uninteresting. a.k.a. speeding fines, etc. 
The only good thing about the excursion was like that we were 'let loose' at 2pm to do whatever we wanted LOL. omg, and lunch was at 1pm and we had like an hour, and we went to the japanese restaurant. And talking about restaurants, the courts are at Museum right, and while my friends and I were walking around looking for food to eat i discovered ALOT OF NICE RESTAURANTS AT MUSEUM AND IM JUST LIKE OMG WHY HAVE I NOT DISCOVERED THIS FOOD EARLIER LIKE OMG!!! I should really go on this like fat food rampage where I go off and eat all this yummy nice fat food all around the city and yeah omg food. ^o^ By the time my friends and I had discovered a restaurant where we wanted to eat at we like only had 30 mins left, and by the food came we had like 15 mins. we pretty much coughed down everything and ran back to the courts LOL. 

On the 13th.March I was sick at home because I had my rush of high fevers again the previous night, Like pretty much I went to ronnys then had to go home cause I was crying from my chills and yeah I WAS IN SO MUCH PAIN KILL ME TT_______________TT anyways well I went to the doctors, and then the doctor, a different one from the one i had before was like OMG YOU MIGHT HAVE APPENDICITIS, GO HAVE AN ULTRASOUND. So pretty much i had to trek it to stratfield, sick with really bad chills and sit in the fucking ultrasound screening place for like an hour and a half before I actually got the DAMN FUCKING ULTRASOUND. Like in the end i was so cold, and i was like 'fuck this' and told the receptionist I'll be sitting outside IN THE SUN until my turn. The doctor actually ended up coming out to get me. lol. heh. Having a ultrasound is weird. lol. the gel they put on you is weird. and the image that shows up on the screen wasn't even that clear but yeah anyways lol. Then I had to wait like another an hour and a half at stratfield by my fucking self in order to wait for the fucking results. I bought chatime. IT WAS PRETTY STUPID CAUSE AFTERWARDS I WAS LIKE FUCK ME AND THREW UP IN THE TOILETS BUT YEAH. Anyways. Worse day. ever. fuck. but my bb came and saw me for like 10 mins. He like trekked it to stra for 10 mins of a very sick and unhappy and shit looking me (lol) and trekked it back home. The best part of my really shit and sick and fucked up day. 

On the 16th of March my friends held a surprise birthday party for me. Honestly, i kinda knew/was sus about the whole "dinner date with jas" thing but yeah LOL I tried not to think much about it. We were like 30 mins late to dinner (everyone else had been waiting for like 30 mins) LOL. cause it was like 'semi formal' and i kept getting in and out of my heels cause i was like MY FEET CAN DO THIS NO MORE. Talking about heels I want more pairs. ): I ONLY HAVE TWO ): We went to this place called 'Chinta Ria' at Darling Habour and its probably one of my favourite restaurants really, like I really like the feel of the restaurant and the food was really nice and there was a GIANT BUDDHA AT THE ENTRANCE OF THE RESTAURANT. Like the restaurant was very asian and the chairs were very like 'old school' and the bowls were so colourful and yeah. I liked the damn restaurant. 





As you can see, in one of the group photos we got photobombed LOL. omgosh. anyways, after dinner cause it was still quite early. Like the sun hadn't even set yet, we went for dessert at San Churros. I took my time walking there, as my feet hurt LOL and I had developed a blister ): I really like San Churros, simply cause churros are FUCKING DELICIOUS like omg. I got a mocha, like I did last time I went on NYE, except I couldn't finish it and yeah I had more churros than everyone else, but no one couldn't really tell me off cause you know. BIRTHDAY GURRRRL. jokes. lol. anyways. tbh, at churros I was starting to get quite ticked off by some people like honestly, you guys can be like that at school but not at a birthday event. I'm not only saying that cause it was my birthday event, seriously i am not! But honestly like be like that at fucking school, and not ruin the night for everyone ffs. Cause like some people were so uncooperative during the night and just thought for themselves. LIKE FUCKING STOP. URGH. And also I was kinda upset how in some photos its like its someone else's birthday. Like stop, we all know you like glamour but sometimes too far is WAY FUCKING TOO FAR. And know were to stop. pretty evident from the last photo dont you think? 
anyways I was still really happy about the night cause I had pretty good time with my bunch of friends (: 

I had one pretty crappy week leading up to my actual birthday. lol. But i guess its only crappy week for a crappy girl. 

anyways on my birthday, it was a Friday and I was literally like omg WHY. Friday has the worse subjects ever. oh my god. And I clearly remember that Friday i had LADY HIPS for a double legal studies lesson and omg it was the worse. I can't believe he is a substitute teacher. Its pretty funny cause the rest of the social science bitches about him LOLS. Because everyone has shit to do at Friday lunch, I opened my presents at recess. JASMINE OMG prepared a box of presents for me and it was literally masking taped shut all around. I had no idea how to open it but like it had the cutest drawings which she drew on it omg. ^o^ and my cake which my friends got for me... I literally have like no comment. Like at first glance I was like NGAW THEY DIDN'T TROLL MY CAKE THIS YEAR. And then ellene was like "Bobo did you read your cake properly?!??!" Honestly, i was like too busy overjoyed about the fact my cake was from Christophers Bakery lol. But when I realised what it said I was literally like, "how judged were you guys when you asked for that to be written...." LOL. We like cut slices of cake for everyone who wasn't there then pretty much digged in and killed it with forks. lols. THE CAKE WAS SO NICE. ESPECIALLY THE PINK SHIT ON TOP NYAH. omg and kokky made me birthday lunch pasta. IT WAS SO NICE :D 
yeah im just gonna shove all my photos on one side of my blog. lols.
then after school, i had this really crappy hour but whatever lol. I'll get over it. anyways, then I went to Riverwood and went like grocery shopping with my bb cause I was like omg hey, lets make lasagne. Idk, cooking and fucking up his kitchen was pretty fun. Cause it was my first time making lasgne and I was so nervous lol. I swear, I could have been happy enough with just eating the mince we had made to put into the lasagne. And i reckon we didn't put enough cheese. BUT THATS OKAY WE'VE ONLY MADE IT ONCE AND THAT WAS THE ONLY TIME WE MADE IT. We also bought these really cut dinosaur nuggets and they were really really nice. We like cooked a brownie tray of lasagne and finished a quarter? The rest got like chucked or something i dont know. BUT IT WAS NICE OKAY, AND PRETTY SOLID EFFORT FOR A FIRST TIME. Like I knew he had made me a cake but like for majority of the afternoon the cake WASN'T FUCKING THERE. Like he locked me inside his room when we first got to his house and when he let me out the cake like disappeared. At first I was pretty pissed off cause in my head im just like WHERE THE FUCK IS MY FUCKING CAKE OH MY GOD. But yeah lols. I got it in the end. It was really nice omg ^o^ and had dark cherry rips on it double ^o^ !!! now we can make lasagne anytime and cake shit anytime kekekekekeke. Oh we also had baked brownies before and I swear brownies are fucking delicious~!~!!~!!!!~!~!!!!!!~ 








It was a really good 16th. And evidently the cake was nice cause I took the rest home and alice tried eating half of that shit lol. But yeah. I was quite happy with my 16th and cooking was fun and I couldn't have asked to spent it any other way. hehehehe. Now I just really want cake. omgosh =o= 
The following week was literally a week of stress because us bio students had a a massive field report assignment due and everyone was rushing and trying to finish it. I was honestly really proud and happy with myself that I had done most of it before it was due and didn't leave it to the last minute like I usually had without my assignments. I also had legal studies assessment on the next day and yeah. omgosh. I reckon i did pretty well for the multiple choice section but the short answered bit was like omgosh why. Half the crap I studied for wasn't even in the test, THIS HAPPENS EVERYTIME I SWEAR. but yeah, I could barely check my time for my test Cause I was like writing my ass off and barely made it on time to finish it test. I WAS SO SCARED I WAS GOING TO RUN OUT TT__TT But yeah Im glad the majority of my assessments are done. This week some people have like quadruple assessment tasks. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. While I only have advanced english. 

I SPENT EASTER LONG WEEKEND WORKING. I am actually happy to work only cause it was double pay, but by today (Easter Monday) As soon as I walked into maccas, I was literally like "omg I'm so sick of this fucking place. " LOL. I had worked everyday of the Easter long weekend except for  yesterday. And each shift I did was at least 8 hours long so yeah. I was pretty sick of maccas by the time i walked in today lol. But I am extremely EXTREMELY, excited to see my payslip ehehehehheekkekekehehehe. I'm gonna be so rich ehhejekekkehehhe. 

Anyways, the only reason why didn't work yesterday was cause I went to the annual sydney royal easter show. I reckon it was so fun. LOL. other than the fact i got fucking sick as fuck afterwards. omgosh. But anyways I slept over at my bb's place the night before, so we pretty much had breakie and got ready together and then headed out to the easter show yay. I was so devs that hursy station maccas was closed. I was like omg why. I need cash out why. what are you doing. why. but anyways, I got chatime with my bee and got on the train to redfern. I pretty much had my own picnic on the train of pringles and chatime. I swear these days I am the biggest fucking pig and I have been eating way WAY WAY too much ~_~ time to stop eating so much again!!! By the time we got to the easter show I was pretty hyped for seeing all the animals :D Like hoenstly, others may find it boring and stuff, but i really love looking at everything at the easter show. Every year its different and its always so interesting to see the animals and stuff. although it may stink. Because its not things you see everyday on the street. We walked through all the kiddy stuff pretty quickly, like that shizz sah gay. lols. then we went into the poultry section WHERE WE BEGAN OUR ANIMAL ADVENTURE. As much fun and interest I had in looking at all the animals, I could tell my boyfriend was pretty bored by the time we got to goats so yeah I like hurried through horses and cows to get to the woolworths dome, which is I guess the favourtie part of the easter show...ish. lols. Okay poultry was really interesting cause all the birds and shit and omg IT FLUFFY CHICKENS. Like i legit made onny walk through and along every row with me. But we began at the turkey section and the fucking turkey attacked me. Like i was gonna take a photo with one LOLJOKES. another turkey fucking pecked me from behind. I legit screamed my fucking butt off and ran. I didn't walk into any of the turkey cages again LOL. While going through each row of chickens, I bumped into my careers advisor which was severely awkward. Like omg, never again plz. I saw the biggest fucking pigeon too. LOL. Then we went to the animal farm and visited ellene. Last year i atually went and did all the kiddy activites but i didn't this year. Honestly, this year some parts of the easter show I was SO FUCKING PISSED OFF. CAUSE THERE WAS SO MANY FUCKING PEOPLE LIKE OMG WHY YOU DO THIS TO ME. And always half the fucking people were so inconfuckingsiderate. Like if you want park your pram somewhere FINE. please do it where it doesn't FUCKING BLOCK EVERYONE ELSE'S VIEW FFS. urgh. And omg in the animal nursery  which is probably the other favourite part of the easter show, there were SO MANY FUCKING PEOPLE. Like omg. I want my fair go to pat goats too okay. And see the ducks and geese and chicks. But noo its full of parents with kids who DONT WANT TO LEAVE. Like last year there was so much space, this year its like people, and more people, AND PEOPLE. Its probably cause Easter is early this year and is not in the school holidays but yeah. I was so annoyed skjhfksjfoefjdkgjdkgheoiuroiejfkfdjg. The woolworths dome wasn't any better with the better thing. People were everywhere and I was annoyed at all the people being everywhere and pushy. Like I love the woolworths dome, you see all this food you usually won't see in normal supermarkets and there are always ALWAYS like free tasters lols. Another reason why i even bother going into the woolies dome. But yeah, I wanted to go in there and actually BUY FOOD, and lollies but like the amount of people PISSED THE FUCK OUT OF ME. So in the end I didn't really have much of a mood to buy lollies or food. But we did buy dried mango, cause we felt sorry for the really nice old man standing there selling them. Well I felt sorry for him. And its always a traditional for me to see the sugar cakes cause everywhere they are always so beautiful and amazing and its hard to believe how people can possibly do that. Also the same with the district food landscapes. Personally, I think they get worse every year lol. But they're still pretty cool. I knew by then my bb was pretty tired and really really bored from walking around with me so i tried to do everything i wanted in the woolworths dome as quickly as possible to go to the rides. Oh and at the fashion dome, there was the cutest ear hat thing i tried on and I LOOKED SO CUTE IN IT AND IM NOT SORRY. LOL. I so should have bought it but ohwells. I wanted to buy food in the woolies dome but meh, so many people, ticked me off really bad. =o= Talking about my easter show traditions, I broke one this year. I didn't go on the megadrop, cause I was pretty 'meh' about the thrill of it lol. I went on the XXXL and yeah I died. I swear when I got off the guy running the ride was laughing his shits out at me cause I closed my eyes for half the ride. Then I went on the ferris wheel, CAUSE I STRONGLY INSISTED ON GOING ON IT BECAUSE I MEAN FERRIS WHEEL PRETTY VIEW I LIKE. I LIKE. But yeah lols, w discovered a side of Olympic park which was like grassy and had lakes and stuff and it was pretty cool. I reckon the ferries wheel was pretty worth the tokens ^~^ Then we went on the extreme. NEVER FUCKING AGAIN. OMG. THAT THING MADE ME SCREAM SO FUCKING MUCH. KILL ME ): Like the first time we walked passed it, we were like bullshit it travels at 160km/h then when we walked past it again we were like yeah maybe it does lets try. AND FUCK. Going on it was so bad. ): I couldn't even walk straight after. Like I'll say its fun, but it scared the fuck out of me and I was screaming my shits and the machine kept jerking and in my head I was just like why, dont jerk, dont screw up omg, why you do this fml. I felt sick after that, but I was okay sick so we decided to try use the rest of our coupons and went on the zipper. I thought it was funny to rip our 14 coupons up into single ones and give it to the guy. We thought it was funny.... but by the time we got into the cage, he spun our cage like 984801923091 times. That was bad, then the ride started and that was even worse. Like I felt so sick during the ride. Like if i had not been sick, it probably would have been fun. But i felt like crap and wanted the ride to end ASAP. And you weren't very secure in the cage either so i kept rocking and shit and it hurt ): After riding on that I literally got off and threw up in some corner and felt like crap afterwards lol. Like I didn't want to walk. We didn't go into hollywood horrors this year, and after the zipper we didn't go on anymore rides cause we both felt like crap especially me =o= But i'll still say it was a pretty fun day. ^_^ for me at least ehehehe. Then we bought some nuggets and chips which made us feel less sick. I mean comfort food always works right? Before we took the train to eat pho in the city. Honestly, I love eating pho. It so yummy :3 My boyfriend dropped me off back at ashfield! It was so sweet of him ahahahha He hasn't done it in so long :3 It was a really nice way to end off the day :D 

omg its almost 2AM and I have school tomorrow ): oooooh and I have developed this new lock for white chocolate mocha frappuccinos at starbucks :D TALKING ABOUT STARBUCKS I STILL NEED TO GET MY MUG OMGAHED.