“When we hold each other, in the darkness, it doesn’t make the darkness go away. The bad things are still out there. The nightmares still walking. When we hold each other we feel not safe, but better. “It’s all right” we whisper, “I’m here, I love you.” and we lie: “I’ll never leave you.” For just a moment or two the darkness doesn’t seem so bad.”
— Neil Gaiman, Neil Gaiman’s Midnight Days

I go by the name bobo
All I do is sit around and eat and be sad, I'm basically a more annoying version of a plant.
I'm also extremely obsessed with cats.
And going out with a phat potato

'I'm not going to tell you to get over it, I'm going to help your through it.'

Alice
Anita
Fionaa
Danni
My better half
Tammy
Wendy

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I've actually been avoiding this post, because once i post this post the massive long ass shit ass post i have about my Term 1 - Term 2 holidays which pretty much consisted of spending time with Ronny is going to disappear. I mean, i put so much effort into typing it up and it was such an enjoyable holidays. 


anyways, I just finished The Fault in our Stars by John Green. Actually I finished it in two days. I was so determined to finish it I read it during the first five periods of school lol. Thats where i got the quote for the title of this post. heh. But either way, that book is full of good quotes. I would have totally copied them down, but im planning to get the book anyway, so when i reread it im going to stick post it notes all over it where the good quotes are. IM SUCH A LOSER WTH. Okay i probably won't leave the post it notes in the book but i'll copy it down somewhere. But the book is so sad. Like omg, I got teary in history cause i was reading it. IT WAS SO SAD. ): But kok being a kok spoilt it for me LOL ohwells. Cause i didn't know the main male character died in the end. I WAS NO OMG NOOOO D: Pretty much the book is about two star crossed lovers. But unlike Romeo and Juliet, this couple was starcrossed because of cancer and only one dies. Not both. AND THE BOOK ENDS SO LIKE. WTH. Like there isn't an actual ending to the book. You don't know what happens to the main protagonist. But then i guess thats explainable because its a metaphor(?) that runs throughout the book? Okay maybe not metaphor but theme? OMG THIS IS ENGLISH GETTING TO ME D: Before I used to just read, now im analysing a book. omg. education really kills the normality of life. "Wish upon a star" LOLJOKES, a star's light takes so and so many light years to reach the earth therefore by the time we see the star....its dead. But either way the book was such a sad sad book. omg my latin teacher, when i was reading it in class he was like 'Bobo put the book away' and I'm like 'BUT THE BOY HAS CANCER" and he's like 'so? put it away before i take it away' I MEAN HE AS CANCER. -__________________-" 


anyways, this tuesday I had the biggest double Latin bludge. Technically i had three periods of bludge. First period SRP lesson, I didn't learn anything, like every other freaking SRP lesson but the thing is my teacher sucks. And we have to do a T-test. Which is pathetic and like half my grade doesn't even know what to do for their SRP let alone started their SRP so yeah. And one of those people is me. So i'm pretty much screwed. But my SRP is really at the bottom of my worry list at the moment, cause I don't even know if i should take science next year l.m.a.o. Cause i really hate writing up prac reports. Those things kill my life. But either way i spent that whole period drawing Kuribon on a spare piece of paper for practice before i drew it on my folder. IN THE END, I spent the whole of double Latin re-drawing Kuribon on my folder and i was so pissed off, well not pissed but like IT TOOK ME A DOUBLE PERIOD TO DRAW. Cause i was re-drawing it and it didn't look perfect. I swear my first drawing looked better but oh well, what can i do. omg i got my geo test back. I guess i did quite okay. I WAS HOPING ABOVE 90% Oh well. I just missed out =o= But i swear i made so many stupid mistakes in the test. 
"WHICH SEASON HAS THE MOST PRECIPITATION?"
"January." 
I am the smartest cunt out. LOLOL. Not like im taking geo next year so i guess my marks don't really matter....ish. Then i had double trotter maths and i swear that double period of maths is the worse thing anyone an experience during school. Like, i dont even know why she's teach year 10 maths. She can't teach her shit and she's always on mood swings and her voice is so alkjdlaksd;lksd. Then after school I went to work. an hour early. LOL. compared to the past week or so when i've been late..ish. LOL. But either way, it was so sad cause my phone died =o= But i started emailing from the crew room instead LOL. omg work was so :/ I was put on dining hur hur hur. Oh and we celebrated alex's birthday today! We pretty much crapped everything into recess kinda. cause we thought she had worm farm at lunch and in the end she didn't LOL. but yeah, omg we had like cupcakes and jelly and brownies and cookies AND THE BROWNIES WERE SO NICE OMGGGG. 


WEDNESDAY! It was my first shift on counter and omfg it was so fun :D At first it was like omfg why okay im awkward, then i got kicked off counter to dine for like 30 mins or so. LOL. LIKE FAR OUT I HAD TO CLEAN UP SO MUCH SHIT ): cause these bunch of illiterate fucks spilt shit everywhere upstairs and left such a big freaking mess. ==" Then i was on counter. man it was pretty fun, but i got put on during rush hour and then my manager decided to change my money drawer thingo when i was serving Ronny =o= I'm sorry i was so mean serving you ): omg and then my friends came before hand and shit and it was so bad. Like, WHAY MUST YOU COME YOU SHITHOLESSSS. Like i was on dining when they came so i was like skjf;ldskd;al;LKLSJF LEAVE. ==" Like i wouldn't have minded much if they came on counter but yeah omfg. == either way my day was alright I guess. 


ALEX'S BIRTHDAY WAS ON LAST THURSDAY. It was pretty empty cause half our group was missing due to music camp and da vinci. It was pretty funny cause the first thing i said to alex was "omg alex your regrowth LOL" and then she gave me this ): face and then i heard Maisah talk to alex about posting on fb walls at midnight then i remembered it was her birthday LOL. At least i'm better than sabs and turtz, they remembered at lunch LOOOOOOOOL. Then after school I went formal dress shopping for the first time. I reckon its still a bit too earlier cause if you get a dress now and then new dresses come out you're just like..........what to do. Either way it wasn't really shopping cause the thing was I HAVENT BEEN SHOPPING IN SO FREAKING LONG LIKE I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE ANYMORE. I pretty much just walked in and out of every store admiring everything there. consequences of not going shopping properly for like half a year.  either way, i tried on a dress at bardot. click and yeah it was pretty nice. I was surprised myself that i managed to pull it off. ish. but either way i It was a really nice dress MINUS THE FACT IS WAS STRAPLESS AND MY BRA HAD STRAPS AND I WAS JUST LIKE OMFG OKAY WHAT TO DO........ but yeah, i didn't try on anything else cause i didn't really find any dress that a particularly liked PLUS i was in school uniform. Biggest trek to change in and out of lol. We pretty much walked through QVB, a few times then walked through Westfield and went into Henleys. My bb tried on a pair on "slim" jeans there. HE LOOKED SO NICE IN THEM LOL. But the thing is i wanted him to try the super duper skin hugging skinnies ones, cause yenno, cause he's so skinny im curious what it'll look like but yeah either way they looked good on him (Y) And the salesperson girl was so awkward LOLOLOLOLOL. but yeah anyways we didn't really buy anything that day LOL. Just walked around the same places over and over again. It was a good night though I haven't been out with my bb like that in ages, let alone gone shopping in ages. :L Then we went to the steakhouse for dinner and it was pretty nice there. We sat next to a window and just ate LOL. And we talked. heartfelt talks. heh. :3 It was a wonderful 


Oh and talking about jayesslee before, this is me and kokky's picture :3 I reckon i look pretty derp. LOL James found the picture for me. Its so fun rubbing it in his face that we got autographs and got to meet them ehehhehe. I can't believe they didn't print the photo off for us though! Oh wells. At least we got a picture :3 


I don't even remember what happened from Friday of last week to Monday of this week LOL. OH RIGHT. On saturday I had work. AND I SWEAR I ONLY WENT TO WORK CAUSE I WAS TOLD I WAS GOING TO BE ON COUNTER. In the end i wasn't on counter until like halfway through my shift. =o= Freaking manager. HE MAKES ALL THESE PROMISES WITH ME AND BREAKS THEM. Like: 
"okay dining till 2pm, i promise" 
2:30pm 
"WHY AM I STILL ON DINING?" 
"fine bobo go do fries" THEN WHILE IM DOING FRIES I hear a voice...
"can i have some free fries?" NEXT THING IS, I SEE KITTY CINDY AND ESTHER. I WAS LIKE OMFG WHY. ==" Then my manager, so i would stop bugging him about counter he put me on break "cause my friends were here" I MEAN I ONLY WORKED FOR 2 HOURS AND A HALF AND AFTER THIS BREAK I'LL HAVE LIKE ANOTHER 5 HOURS OF WORK AND THAT MAKES NO SENSE AND I WASN'T EVEN HUNGRY. anyways, yeah i sat there for a very awkward thirty minutes with kitty and cindy. And omfg there was this girl i just met and she didn't know how to dine and yeah sakfjlsdkf;lks;dlla;skdlksjfkd she pretty much drove me crazy. But Anthea kept making fun of her. It was so funny haha. :3 It was a pretty good day at work. minus the fact i was on dining. and omfg later on when i was on register like half my group came and visited me. I was like .................................... Then kok, cindy and josh came and visited me again hahaha. :L


Well i had work again on Monday and on Tuesday as well. But i ended early on Tuesday and had dinner with my bee :3 We had dinner at Manmak and it was pretty gee. :L THE CHICKEN CURRY THERE WAS LIKE MOUTH BURNING LOL. But yeah, the satay skewers were really nice. ESPECIALLY THE DIPPING SAUCE. But omg, i was like forced fed onions. :L Stinky breath. THE DESSERT THERE WAS SO NICE. It was like this massive cone shaped sugary thing. how i got home was so dskfjlskd;lskflsdfds i can't believe it started to pour and rain and omfg. okay T___T' But i guess everythings cool since i got home safe haha.


Nothing interesting happened this wednesday. Other than the fact IT STARTED FUCKING POURING LIKE SHIT AND IT WAS SO FUCKING COLD AND OMFG OKAY. And i got chocolate boxes today too :3 On thursday, I gave one box to Ronny and he sold it all by the time he got to school. I was so like omfg r u srs. HE SELLS A BOX. I ONLY MANAGE TO SELL LIKE 3 BY PERIOD 3 LOL. OMG. On Friday, KOK AND I WILL FOREVER BE DOING SHIFTY THINGS IN WOOLWORTHS. Running around with fruit loops and vinegar. and weighing eggs in woolies. LOLOLOLOL. We're so retarded. I got picked up from school that day! bwahaha. It was pretty cool. ^_____^ good afternoon. Even though i had so many freaking calls from douchebags who kept fucking giving me shit and sjdklsaldjdjkfhkdjsflsj yeah. I don't even know what the fuck is up with my life these days oh my god. 


I HAD WORK YESTERDAY! It was a pretty good shift, considering i was on register for most of it. UNTIL MY MANAGER ONCE AGAIN DECIDED TO CHUCK ME SOME PROMISES. Which, he did keep this time. :3 I was put on dining for 2 hours or so, which wasn't that bad. LOLJOKES. The first half an hour was killer. Like everything was such a fucking mess =o= and i had so much crap to clean dskfjdlskdsa. But anyways, my shift on register before break jasmine came and visited me :3 SHE CAME FOR WATER. LOL TRUST. But yeah I made her water. :L Then my bee came and visited me. I WAS SO SURPRISED OMG. Cause he had work and i kept looking at the clock and i was sure he wasn't going to come cause he would be late for work then but then yeah, I guess i was wrong. :L But it was so busy omg. :L I didn't even realise he was there until he came to be served. But yeah, pleasant pleasant surprise :3 Then kok visited me I WAS JUST ABOUT TO SERVE HER, then i got kicked off omfg, and put on dining =o= but yeah. THEN WHEN I GOT PUT BACK ON REGISTER IT WAS SO BUSY LIKE RECEIPTS WERE PILING UP EVERYWHERE AND IT WAS JUST BUSY BUSY BUSY. I wiuld have stayed past 10pm if i was like "BRO I GOTTA GO GONNA MISS MY TRAIN." And i swear. Why is society so rich these days. They kept giving us 50$ notes and everyone was running out of change and everything and yeah omfg. Like my manager got so pissed at me running out of change and asking him for change he chucked money at me cause it was so busy. :L BUT EITHER WAY. IT WAS BUSY AND YEAH OMFG. In the end my manager was like 'holy shit' himself when he saw my register cause i was so low on change. LIKE THERE WAS THIS PERIOD WHERE MY 10$, 5$, 2$, 1$, 50c WERE ALL EMPTY OMG. It was like the saddest period of my life. skdjflkdsldla;sdklkjfkjdsghfdkjgjfhdkjas. Okay maybe no saddest, but it was so bad. EITHER WAY. I had a busy day at work and yeah. It was pretty like adrenaline rush-y cause of the busyness. 


Well that pretty much sums up this fortnight. I GOTTA DO MY SRP I HAVEN'T STARTED. FML. LOL.