“When we hold each other, in the darkness, it doesn’t make the darkness go away. The bad things are still out there. The nightmares still walking. When we hold each other we feel not safe, but better. “It’s all right” we whisper, “I’m here, I love you.” and we lie: “I’ll never leave you.” For just a moment or two the darkness doesn’t seem so bad.”
— Neil Gaiman, Neil Gaiman’s Midnight Days

I go by the name bobo
All I do is sit around and eat and be sad, I'm basically a more annoying version of a plant.
I'm also extremely obsessed with cats.
And going out with a phat potato

'I'm not going to tell you to get over it, I'm going to help your through it.'

Alice
Anita
Fionaa
Danni
My better half
Tammy
Wendy

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wow so the last time i blogged was two weeks ago. Not that thats surprising or anything but I've had exams and what not and every other type of shit that goes on in my life. And also because it is way way way way WAY too freaking cold. 


I have just realised the severity of what I've done to my arms. I went sickbay on Thursday and people thought i fell over...like what. And the look of shock on Kok's face. mhm, I dunno. All i know is that my sleeves will are staying down for a while and THEY WON'T STOP BURNING. D< and they hurt like fuck when i move them too T____T I can't even type or write fast. FIRST WORLD PROBLEMS, having a scab form and being scared that the fluff stuck onto the scab is going to heal with the scab and then become part of your skin. D: Not to mention i can't even wear anything long sleeved properly because of the whole gay shit healing scab gooeyness which tends to cling and stick onto fabric/bandage. WHICH MEANS THAT WHEN IT COMES TO SEPARATING THE FABRIC/BANDAGE FROM YOUR SKIN when they have stuck together, IT FREAKING HURTS LIKE SHIT and then your skin becomes all tender again and then you have to wait for it to scab up and the process just repeats and pretty much you end up with scarring. -sigh-


And hell i've been eating too much chocolate CAUSE MY DEPUTY hasn't organised my chocolate boxes yet SO WHILE IM DIGGING MONEY INTO OTHER PEOPLE'S POCKET FOR THEIR FORMAL TICKETS I'm just sitting there wondering wth im gonna do LOL. 


omg and i've realised that the temperature difference between the Illawarra area and the Inner West Area is huge. IT SUCKS SO BAD AND YEAH OMFG. Its just so much colder in the Illawarra area, like you literally huddle in your blanket praying that someone will set the earth on fire not literally of course, cause like if 2012 is real i dont exactly what it coming early...


WHAT I'VE ALSO REALISED IS HOW MUCH IT SUCKS NOT BE ON A PLAN AND HOW MUCH IT SUCKS WITH NO CREDIT. Like i hate being hung up on, AND ITS LIKE 3209098324 TIMES WORSE WITH NO CREDIT CAUSE YOU'RE JUST LIKE OMFG WHAT DO I DO I CAN'T CALL BACK =o= 


anyways! I'm glad to say that the majority of my half yearly tests are over! :D I did my maths test yesterday, and fuck, it was so freaking hard, I swear T___T" Last years test paper was so so so SO much easier ): But i did my geography and history test today! And I reckon i did okay in history and pretty well in geo. But then i should get my hopes up too high cause then its gonna come crashing down cause if i dont get as well as i thought i would.


I am so fucking hungry at the moment and i'm craving chocolate. And a few other things which i'll rather keep to myself ;3 But either way im so freaking starving and i can kill for some roasted potatoes or fish and chips. TALKING ABOUT FISH AND CHIPS, the healthy ocean food at Ashfield is really nice :3 Especially when you have a two person meal and you get the Salt and pepper squid with chips and the fish and chips. Its like the best meal. But its so ironic its called 'Healthy' Ocean food. I mean half the crap in that store is fried.. lol.. I mean its so healthy, eating shit thats been dipped in oil. LOL. Anyways, im really fucking hungry and i really fucking want some cake and i really want my arms to stop hurting BUT ITS NOT LIKE ANY OF THATS GONNA HAPPEN SO LIKE. T___T


oh and omg, i like watched the Season 8 finale and greys anatomy and i swear WHY DO THEY ALWAYS, ALWAYS make the season finale a cliffhanger. And then you're just like omfg i have to wait another month+ for the next season to come out and then when the next season comes out each episode comes out weekly and shit. So i'm going to start watching Glee. Although i do have a SRP coming up, which I actually have no freaking idea what to do for. Like seriously, so much crap as happened i can't just suddenly magic up so SRP idea to do. Plus our SRP must include a T-test I MEAN HONESTLY?! And my teacher in charge of SRP is so disorganised with the classes and crap cause of the rotations and like she hasn't taught us much. LIKE GIVE US SOME FREAKING IDEAS TO DO. I don't know what I'm suppose to do! Its what? Week 5 next week AND I HAVE A COMPOSITION TASK FOR MUSIC DUE IN WEEK 7 AND A SRP DUE IN WEEK 8 OMFG. =__________= I would have totally finished my composition if the stupid Sibelius program that we work on at school was available for free download at home ==" I mean even the school has the cheaper version of Sibelius. :L Like before the program opens at school it does "Some parts of this program does not work because it has been bought at a discount price" SOMETHING LIKE THAT BUT EITHER WAY. My composition would be done right now if it wasn't for the fact we don't have Sibelius at home. Looks like i'm gonna spend a shitload of time in the music rooms at lunch. Cause the way i compose is not via piano or anything its just fiddling around with the notes of each chord until i find a suitable melody that sounds nice :D So its pretty much taking forever, but it would have probably taken longer if i used a piano cause my sense of pitch and direction and whatever else is like non-existent. 


Summing up my two weeks or so I haven't exactly done anything more or less exciting. BUT I did have a fabulous anzac day :3 I don't care if it was almost a month ago but either way I AM BLOGGING ABOUT IT. Well on Anzac day, because i am that freaking awesome, i managed to ditch my stupid scout dawn service, which may i add, includes waking up at 3 in the morning and then taking a train to Martin Place where we stand for two hours or more IN THE COLD AND THE WIND listening to some stuff and not being able to see anything and then eating the most unhealthy breakfast at mcdonalds. :L EITHER WAY. I was ninja enough to go over and have a sleep over which was only planned on the afternoon of the day before Anzac day :3 Either way i went and had a sleepover over at ronnys my hubbys. :D I probably spent the night watching Australia's Got Talent in the best way possible. LIKE NO JOKES. hehehehe. best way to watch tv i swear. "yenno whats gonna make this so much better? this." heh. and probably the most enjoyable morning too. ;3 THINKING THAT WE WERE GOING TO WATCH TITANIC WE HEADED OFF TO THE CITY. omg the train was so packed but there was this guy who was like full on busting for the toilet. I think he didn't know Sydney very well cause he was thinking that when the train stopped he would have enough time to go pee and the train would wait for him. I mean seriously?! And then there was the time when he thought it would be okay that he would pee in the gap if he couldn't hold it in. Either way, he got off at Wolli cause he couldn't hold it in. WHICH WAS HILARIOUS But anyway. What made it more funny is that he was all dressed up and all professional looking in a suit and shit. :L ANYWAY, we reached George Street cinemas and i swear said there was a 12:30 session of the Titanic but when we got there, THERE WASN'T ONE. FAR OUT ==" Instead we went and watched Avengers which i must admit was a pretty cool movie. IRONMAN IRONMAN IRONMAN. He is so so so funny :3 Talking about the Avengers, Fantastic Four is on tomorrow night :3 Not that they are related directly But captain America is the Flamo guy in fantastic four.:L Anyways it was really packed after the movie cause the cinema was pretty much packed. After the movie I was waiting behind something for Ronny when he went to the toilet and i was looking out for him just for when he came out. But then i turned out for a min and I turn back and he still hasn't come out yet. I SWEAR FOR THAT FRACTION OF TIME I HAD MY HEAD TURNED HE CAME OUT AND I DIDN'T SEE HIM. ~________~ The timing is amazing. But either way I found him in the end :3 And omg we bumped into Josh and it was so freaking awkward. :L OH WE VISITED THE KOK AT WORK TOO. I would have went to her register to get food but like the line was so freaking long and shit. And we visited Diana. hahahahaha.




I have realised that a Wii really does bring happiness and people together :3 I spent a lovely Saturday with my bb at Nato's house playing Just Dance and Mario Kart and hide and seek. FUCK IT WAS SUCH A GOOD DAY. It was like we were all little kids again, not teenagers. Hide and seek was really fun LOL. IDC IF IM 15 HIDE AND SEEK IS STILL FUN. omg Nato fucking scared me and scared the fucking shit out me and i swear i havent screamed that high pitch in ages ==" Then Ronny would scare me and yeah omg. Its so hard not to scream when someone just goes RAWR suddenly and unexpectedly. But omg it was so funny cause i didn't know where to hide and i didn't know where so i just jumped on the sofa and covered myself with a blanket and Ronny walked past me twice and didn't realise. LOL. Like he found Nato and said something like "omg what a obvious place to hide" and she was like "WHAT ABOUT BOBO" -points at me- It was so freaking funny. AND OMG, WHEN WE PLAYED JUST DANCE I DIDN'T REALISE HE WAS RECORDING AND NOW HE HAS VIDEOS SKDJFLSD. But omg, playing just dance was really fun. I never really thought i could have had such a happy day during times like this. Especially a day filled with so much laughter too. omg and Nato's cousin asked her mum if she could take Ronny home cause she liked sitting on him so much ahhahaha. But either way it was such a great day :3 


NEXT DAY! I went and watched Titanic and now i'm on this massive Jack and Rose spam. hehehe. I MEAN TOTES, YOU JUMP I JUMP. AND DRAW ME LIKE ONE OF YOUR FRENCH GIRLS. ;D It was a really really nice day, and i'm really looking forward to the next time i spend a day with you like that. ^______________^ after the movie I went burwood park with Ronny and played chasies around the equipment area. THAT WAS SO FUN AND TIRING. And omg, i climbed the gate to get in the playground and the next thing is Ronny goes over and opens the gate. I'm just like .......................................................... anyways and omg i did this hand thingy and ended up embarrassing myself the first time LOLOLOL. omg and before we left, i had this wonderful time at the park cause i didn't something i haven't done in a while and it felt so so good. But anyways, hehe :3


I would like to take this moment lolwthisoundlikeimstartingafucking thankyouspeech atthelogies LOL. to thank everyone who's been by my side whilst i've had this horrible time of my life. Its been a tough week and i honestly dont know how i would have made it through this week without you guys by my side. Thank you for letting me in as if I was your sister, your daughter, ironing my clothes, giving me food and providing me with tuna hehehe. ;D Thank you for always being there for me, and letting me just fall onto you when i was upset and straight away caressing me without a split second of delay. THANK YOU FOR YOUR JACKET AHHA, it now follows me around at school and keeps me warm. :3 Thank you for sticking by my side and cheering me up even though i make you sum tong. I know my arms aren't very pretty at the moment and i know they hurt for me, but its okay they will heal. Thank you for continuously attempting and patiently listen to what im trying to say through heavy sobs and moans. I know you go out of your way to listen to me and cheer me up even thought you're upset yourself. THANK YOU FOR LUNCH AND DEALING WITH MY MOODINESS AND EVERYTHING AND BEING BY MY SIDE. :L Thank you for caring even though you're usually the last person to know. Just really thank you for everyone who had cared and looked after me over this period of time. Thank you so so so much.