“When we hold each other, in the darkness, it doesn’t make the darkness go away. The bad things are still out there. The nightmares still walking. When we hold each other we feel not safe, but better. “It’s all right” we whisper, “I’m here, I love you.” and we lie: “I’ll never leave you.” For just a moment or two the darkness doesn’t seem so bad.”
— Neil Gaiman, Neil Gaiman’s Midnight Days

I go by the name bobo
All I do is sit around and eat and be sad, I'm basically a more annoying version of a plant.
I'm also extremely obsessed with cats.
And going out with a phat potato

'I'm not going to tell you to get over it, I'm going to help your through it.'

Alice
Anita
Fionaa
Danni
My better half
Tammy
Wendy

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I AM TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY ITS SO COLD. Fucking illawarra line. LOL. I feel as if my toes are going to fall off. T____T" I scabbed my title post quote form a photography blog i follow. LOL. Cause it does have a personal significance. I MEAN AUSTRALIA POST BOXES. But anyways, it is so hard to stay warm and i've got like a test to study for. Fucking science ): And i'm wearing a hoodie and two jackets. Fantastic Four is also currently on tv but instead i have locked myself up in my room huddling next to a heater like an anti social bitch. :L 


Kitty bought me a folder on Thursday and its the brown cardboard ones which you can draw on. I DREW A PICTURE and im pretty proud of it, but the thing is, its in pencil and I don't have my freaking permanent marker. omfg. It better not rub off or die before i outline it i swear, OR ALL MY HARD WORK IS GONE D: Not that the picture is particularly awesome or anything but it still took time and effort and the hands took freaking forever to draw. =o= I hate drawing hands. On the topic of drawing, I start sketching in drawing classes tomorrow :3 And im pretty proud cause like I haven't even been through my first drawing book yet (I'm only about halfway) and I'm already on sketching hehehe. But the thing is, I completely suck. I mean seriously suck. and drawing people/faces. Like me and them just don't go together. IT SUCKS SO BAD. 


Before I forget I am going to blog about a wedding I attended on the 6th of May. :D I thought it was a pretty awkward place to have the ceremony considering the amount of families barbequeing, and playing soccer and then people jet ski-ing in the background but either way, the was heaps beautiful. It was so funny because when my piano teacher said her vows, Wendy and I were like "wth bro....thats not what she normally sounds like...she's usually screaming...thats not christina" And then later on when it photo time she was full screaming "HURSTVILLE HIGH COME ON COME ON" And we were like "yup thats christina." LOLOL. either way, i kicked started the wedding, pretty horribly considering Dominic's mum who came to pick us up was full hurrying us to get ready and shit. LETS JUST SAY, when we got to the place, WE WERE EARLY and the wedding didn't start till later. so like, the whole rush was for nothing. Thank you very much to Ellene who kindly lent me her dress to wear :3 anyway, the wedding was conducted in both canto and english, mainly in canto so it was so awks for the 40%? amount of white people there. PLUS THE MARRIAGE PERSON'S ENGLISH WAS A TAD DODGEY LIKE OMG. I felt so sorry for my piano teacher. I mean a wedding is suppose to be perfect right? Even if it is the second time around.
The stupid camera man kept blocking everything. I MEAN  HONESTLY, LET US SEE THE BIG KISS AND THE BIG 'I DO' MOMENT. omg and you can barely see her dress in this photo but like it is so freaking beautiful. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW PRETTY IS WAS AND IS AND YEAH omg. so freaking gorgeous. omg and when i first went there I was like to wendy "er dude...are we at the right wedding? Cause the girl in photo doesnt look like Christina" It was so awkward cause we were at the right wedding and the photo, apparently, does look like my piano teacher and im just like ............I SEE NO RESEMBLANCE. omg and i kept getting dirties from this asian chick. I swear just cause I dressed better than her 
-hair flick-  I'm only joking, but either way, i kept getting dirties from her freaking asian slit eyes. =o= OH OH! And they had a strong quartet playing there too and the position they played in was so awkward cause even the violinists had their legs spread open...I mean if you were playing the cello i would understand but a violin?! seriously..........But i guess its cause when you play violin with 'feeling' its usually played standing up not sitting down. But i wouldn't know cause i play the piano! They had the cutest cake. I MEAN LOOK AT IT. And it was so freaking pretty too. But it was so awks when they cut it cake cause like, the ribbon was there and it was so hard to cut through the ribbon so they kinda had to squish it? But either way they had mini cupcakes and each cupcake had a different flavour and it was all very nice and pretty :3 THEY HAD MINI LIKE ASIAN SNACKS TOO. Which were quite nice. omg there was this one snack wrapped in a banana leaf and Wendy and I were like 'so do we eat it with or without the leaf..............' Wendy was about to eat it with the leaf. LOL NOOB. Until her mum came along telling her its without the leaf hahahahaha. and omg we were given glasses of drinks to give a toast to the nearly wed couple. BUT SARAHS MUM, OMFG SHE LIKE DRANK THE WHOLE CUP BEFORE THE TOAST LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL. SO SHE HAD TO GO TO SARAH AND SARAH HAD TO POUR HALF HER CUP INTO HER CUP SO SHE HAD SOMETHING TO TOAST. IT WAS SO FREAKING FUNNY LOL. 


Oh and wendy and I decided it would be suitable for us to walk down the aisle as well. ;D OMG IMAGINE WHAT YOU WILL BE FEELING WHEN YOU WALK DOWN THE AISLE OF YOUR OWN WEDDING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The feelings would be so freaking indescribable. Another reason why i love weddings so much :3 Traditional chinese all the best! :3 even though it doesn't have all the cheesy vows and walking the down the aisle, WHICH i think is completely necessary to a wedding, chinese weddings are so fun. Because the hubby gets pranked on by the wifey's best friends before he gets to see his wife. And everything is just so fun and then you have the tea ceremony and yeah. BUT THE TEA CEREMONY TAKES FOREVER AND IS SO BORING LOL. For spectators that is. hahahaha. But either way weddings, you seriously cannot hate them. They are so great. 


Anyways, thats wendy, the bridesmaid and me -look left- yes, cause of dominic's mum my fringe was gappy cause i couldn't blow dry it properly and my make up was funny and yeah. no. ): Nor did i get to curl my hair. -sigh- oh well. TALKING ABOUT WEDDINGS, i'm not sure if i've talked about this before but this click is the best wedding photography blog out. Well at least I think it is BUT EITHER WAY THE PICTURES ARE SO PRETTY ON THERE and the way they set their pictures out makes it seem as if you WERE there with whilst they had their wedding. as you were PART of it too. But omfg, either way weddings weddings weddings weddings!!!
anyways, im gonna shut up up now about something i probably won't experience until like 10 years into the future but either way, i still love weddings :3 ANYWAYS, today i kicked off my day with an hour phone call with my bb whilst snuggled up in bed. The amount of effort it takes to get out of bed is ridiculous. It is way way way WAY too cold. Plus there is nothing to do on a saturday. Well there wasn't anything to do on this saturday. Not to mention how hard it is for me to dress myself. I was gonna wear something really nice today, but then the sleeves with three quarter sleeves and i find my arms quite hideous to show to the world i'm not comfortable with so away they went, and hidden. :D I JUST REALISED I HAVE SPORT ON MONDAY AND YEAH OMGGGGG T______________________T" My pe shirts are short sleeved. =o= oh well, just gonna live with it. My appetite has also gone so freaking low. I pretty much had to force myself to eat my lunch together. I just ate without thinking even though my body was pretty much screaming "why the fuck are you eating, you are full and you are not hungry" Plus it was chicken nuggets and chips like wth....im always up for chicken nuggets and chips. But I'm seriously just not hungry these days I could pretty much live off water.................... I have become an emotionally unstable piece of shit lol. AND IVE BEEN LOSING SO MUCH HAIR. I don't know if im shedding cause its winter or something but either way the amount of hair im losing is unbelievable. ): 


either way i had a rather good day. :3 I managed to pack everything of high importance. Some of my albums, some cards and caps and a tie. :D anyway, i went to k-mart today, hoping to find sketching pencils, which i didn't BUT I FOUND THEM IN WOOLIES LOL. So weird. and then i walked past this massive stand of the new Cadbury chocolate and knowing I was most likely going to see my bb today i bought two :3 Cause 
1. Gina bought one a week or so ago 
2. I wanted to try it cause Gina bought it before.
3. Also cause it was new.
4. IT HAD POPPING CANDY IN IT.
5. Its chocolate.
6. Chocolate for bb and me.
7. win win :3
anyways, i took a train to redfern afterwards and it was so awks. LOL. omg the proud moment when you know someone so well you can recognise them cause of their hairflick :3 I DONT EVEN KNOW IF ITS A PROUD MOMENT but either way it happened today and i was proud cause i didn't have my glasses on and yeah :D but it was pretty awks cause my bb came up with a friend and i was like 'okay.........try to act as normal as possible and not be socially awkward' IT WAS SO FUNNY CAUSE HE DIDN'T KNOW HIS NAME. Well he did, but wasn't sure between two hahaha. so funny :3 my bun bee~ It had been a while since we took the train together, and its so terribly weird I don't see you everyday anymore ): I MISS YOU SO MUCH. omg and on the train there was 'mar lut low' it was so freaking funny AND HE WAS SO CREEPY THOUGH BUT YEAH. It was a good good good good good good good afternoon :3 im sorry i didn't tell you it was on both arms, you were sum tong enough knowing about one i just didn't know how to tell you about the other. I'm so sorry. ):


oh and and and another thing i love about weddings is the speeches people give afterwards, they can be so touching and cute and sometimes funny :3 AND THE FIRST DANCE THE NEWLY WEDS HAVE! :3


I have work tomorrow so toodles :3