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“When we hold each other, in the darkness, it doesn’t make the darkness go away. The bad things are still out there. The nightmares still walking. When we hold each other we feel not safe, but better. “It’s all right” we whisper, “I’m here, I love you.” and we lie: “I’ll never leave you.” For just a moment or two the darkness doesn’t seem so bad.”
Neil Gaiman, Neil Gaiman’s Midnight Days
My mother says that pain is hidden in everyone you see. She says try to imagine it like big bunches of flowers that everyone is carrying around with them. Think of your pain like a big bunch of red roses, a beautiful thorn necklace. Everyone has one. - Francesca Lia Block
Tuesday, April 3, 2012 @ 6:17 AM

LOL ELLENE THAT LOVELY CHILD FINALLY UPLOADED THE WALKATHON PHOTOS :3 now i can post a pretty detailed blog post about my exciting life. LOL. hahaha. well all my tests are over. YES! But i still have so so much work to do. I sincerely hate the student research project and my history task. I swear my history book. is EMPTY this year. I haven't learnt anyshit. Winging the test for the win :D 


well last Wednesday i had my school dance. Well i wouldn't even consider it a school dance, like, its like a disco...high school style LOL. FARRR the music was so freaking shit this year though like i'm not even kidding. WHO THE HELL PLAYS ROLLING IN THE DEEP AND SOMEONE LIKE YOU AT SOMETHING LIKE THIS LIKE THAT? Well it wasn't the actual song, it had a backbeat kinda thing added to it BUT STILL FAR OUT. worse songs ever. Plus this year was so weird. man, i saw so much sandwiching etc. FOREVER SCARRED FOR LIFE, SEEING JANNY ATTACKED BY MONTY AND THOMAS KIM MAN OMG. scarred scarred scarred scarred scarred. so so so so gross. omg i remember that day i also had four laps cross country. SUCH KILLERRR. But i guess im happy with my time, UNDER 10 MINS YEEE. but then today we did the 5 lap cross country and kitty got like 5s after my 4 lap time for her 5 lap....FOREVER UNFIT. ): man...after the dance my thighs were like dead, cause i wore heels and they tense up my thighs so i spent like 3~4 hours with tensed thighs...gg. 




we're so cool, on our own island and all...in the
middle of a road.
ON FRIDAY! was our annual school WALKATHON! man, its the only reason why i actually like Term 1 of school. I mean, who doesn't look forward to the walkathon, its like one of the funnest things of the school year. Cause you see our school has either gone cheapo or literally decided to chuck a bitch on us cause of the absent of school cert. THEY HAVE CANCELLED LITERALLY EVERY FUN EXCURSION WE COULD HAVE POSSIBLY LOOKED FORWARD TOO. so freaking pissed. They definitely cancelled out canberra history excursion, and the maths luna park excursion. I MEAN REALLY? ): But at least they haven't cancelled ski trip and guess who's going to that? ME :D but yeah anyways, well it was the walkathon, and like every other year i was walking with wendy. LOL. :3 and we would listen to my ipod and just talk. Its like this traditional we've come up with for each and every walkathon. Its actually pretty cool. Thank god it didn't rain this year. IT MEANT WE COULD GO ON THE BEACH. WHICH WAS AWESOME. OMG. Kok and i like went high. We're so freaking cool. but omg when wendy and i were walking to the park, we got stuck in the middle of the road cause the teacher told us to stop for traffic. IT WAS SO BAD T_________T" 


anyways, just like 2 years ago, our walkathon once again crashed with the techie cross country. BUT OMG __________ AND __________ SO CUUUTEEEE. I'd rather not mention their names just in case i get diced into a million little pieces by one of them...... heh. but yeah OMGG THEY'RE SO CUUTEE LALALALALALALALLALA. anyways! we reach the park, find some random place to settle down then OFF TO LOO FOR FOOD :D man i was so motherfreaking hungry, I walked around and what i wanted to eat wasn't cooked yet. FARR DUKBOKI ): however you spell it. It took ages to cook, then the line was massive then i couldn't even get a second cup cause they didn't have enough THEN, the gave me a smaller portion than everyone else >___<" I swear im gonna ask like gina or someone on how to cook it so i can make it myself. I MEAN THAT STUFF IS SO NICE OMGGG. Then after eating a bit i went off to the beach, WHERE WE DID THE WEETBIX CHALLENGE. The videos on facebook, but man i look like such a pig chomping on the weetbix and trying to finish it first. No one actually completed the challenge cause the challenge was like finish it in 'a minute or less' and yeah. I completed it at 1:36 while kok came first at 1:33. Oh and we also made a pyramid. pretty cool :3 


From the weetbix challange we moved onto the cinamon challenge! This one i actually didn't do, but instead just spectated because i've seen videos of people do it on youtube and stuff and it isn't pretty. LOL. Daphne did it first and omfg it was so freaking funny. It was like the funniest thing you could ever ever see. HAHAH. Im pretty sure someone like tammy recorded it, IF SHE DID i hope she uploads it on facebook soon. Then i can have a laugh :3 I actually ended up laughing at myself in the weetbix video.......... ~_~" but yeah anyways. Then the turtle and rachel did it and they both ended up completing it. I WAS SO AMAZED LOL. But yeah, then the kok, ellene and me headed off to the seashore, or whatever you want to call it. IT WAS SO NICE AND PRETTY THERE. The kok and i pretty much went high LOL. It was so fun and then our Latin teacher thought we were like retarded and stuff. Then we called Lucy and Thuy cool. I mean like burying half your legs in sand is totally sand modelling. I MEAN YOU TWO ARE SO COOL, I WANNA BE COOL LIKE YOU. ;D I also took a picture with melanie, man I love that girl LOL. Im sure i've mentioned her before in my posts from last year....(?) but yeah we're like "AFL lets attack each other!" buddies. :3 She's so small and cute too ahahhaha. :3 


Then after playing around in the beach and stuff, we just wandered around even more for food and what not. Like no one participated in many of the activities this year. I MEAN LIKE, why pay to participate while you have a beach? i mean seriously................................. But yeah last year everyone went on like jumping castles, sock wrestling and shit cause the walkaton was held at school WHICH was really pathetic cause like it was a bright hot sunny day but anyways, yeah. We did pretty much nothing but eat and play in the beach but! it was a pretty fun day :D Towards the end of the day i just ended up lying on tammy's lap. IT WAS SO COMFORTABLE plus i was getting a tan on my legs ;D I swear i need to tan my feet the difference between my feet and my legs is so bad. Its like white vs black. T____T" But yeah I was lying in the sun so it was really warm, like the comfortable warm which just makes you want to lap. In the end we just ended up as this whole clump on people lying on each other. pretty cool actually. But i seriously wander what people thought of us as they walked past.... :L And just like that, our annual walkathon was over. Its really scary actually...in two years time, we'll be the years 12 organising the walkathon, not the ones that are participating. Man, without realising i am growing... T___T" 


Then in the afternoon when the rest of the world went to Hurstville i went to CITY! :D Time well spent my dears (Y) At first i sat at the whatever park in front of st mary's cathedral LOL. and read The Perks of Being a Wallflower, which i have finished btw. its like one of the few books i've actually managed to finish this year....time is short on my hands. Its actually a pretty good book. But i reckon everyone kinda overrates it a little. BUT THE MOVIE IS COMING OUT AND I WANT TO WATCH IT AND YEAH OMG I STILL HAVENT WATCHED THE HUNGER GAMES AND OMFG YEAH I DONT EVEN KNOW. But i cannot imagine Emma Watson playing Sam. I mean WHAT. WHAT. WHAT. WHAT. My imagination did not picture Sam as Emma Watson but whatever, Emma Watson is awesome either way :3 She's so pretty *-* But yeah, sitting at Martin Place for 20 mins or so wasn't as bad as i expected Its actually pretty fun. I mean, who wouldn't enjoy talking and mucking about for 20 mins or so. :3 Then the train ride. jekekejkejekekekeje. It was such a good day last friday. such a good good day (Y) (Y)


TODAY! I had my 5 laps cross country. I almost freaking died. like omfg. WHUT. Last year i ran the whole 5 laps. this year i die at the 4th lap and walked a bit. LOL. fuaking unfit shit. I swear, omg i love how i ended my last time of every doing cross country though. I mean when the hell will i ever do cross country again....especially when im in year 10 and i probably won't end up choosing pdhpe as a unit but anyways! Wendy and I pretty much were like over taking each other or so kinda throughout all the laps. my goal was to beat kokki anyways LOL, cause we were meant to run together for most of it but yeah. and then i was planning to walk this little bit until the footpath then i'll full sprint to the finish line but then wendy was in front of me and then she started to run so i was like 'fuck' and then i started sprinting, WAY WAY too early than i originally planned and surpassed her BWAHAHAHAHAH. :3 I swear freaking greta, that tank she like lapped me twice. SHE GOT 8 MINS FOR HER TIME TOO. LIKE WHAT. THATS FASTER THAN MY 4 LAP BY FAR. WTHHHHH. But man, i was so freaking exhausted after cross country i could have killed someone. Then i had to sit through a period of english. I swear im gonna shoot my teacher. THERE IS NO CHANGE IN MY PLAY ALRIGHT. Plus she gave us back our marks for these essays/reports/whatever we had to hand in to her and she's like "i was very generous with my marks BLAH BLAH BLAH, and in an exam situation you would have gotten at least 2 marks lower than the mark i gave you" LIKE SERIOUSLY DUDE. STFU. And then she's like "its not the mark you get that counts. If you get a 15 and everyone else got a 13 or a 14, it means you're better than most of the class because you're the only one who got 15 while everyone else got lower." I MEAN WHAT KIND OF STUCK UP LOGIC IS THAT HONESTLY. FAR OUT. so gay gay gay gay gay gay. omg and my english test is first back too. farking hell. I ended off the day with double maths. I sit in the corner, i was so exhausted from cross country i was literally falling asleep. And i dont usually fall asleep in trotter maths cause she's so scary and sappy T^T But yeah cross country tires the shit out of omggg. T___T"


Then i spent the afternoon at maccas. LOL. Pretty fun. but so fattening. I was regaining like all the calories and shit i burnt from cross country all over again. But like, i ordered a 6 pack chicken nugget meal and they only gave me nuggets so i told them, and then in the end i got the rest of the meal for free BWAHAHAH. cheap asian for the win. lol man....i am really cheap lol wth guise im only joking ctfd. but yeah. omg I was sitting there with ronny, and there was this random guy who sat next to us. and then in the end we like scared him away....LOL. We're not that scary... ): we're not scary at all D: I don't even know why he moved like what LOL. omg far out, SHIFTY ASIAN SO SHIFTY. I went to go get soft serves, then I go back to say something, and the next thing is my bag is like semi raided...It was so funny though. it was like "HA I CAUGHT YOU RED HANDED HEHEHEHE." but yeah LOL. I'm such a sped. :L


anyways i had such a great day, well i guess great afternoon. My day would have been great if it wasn't for stupid stupid cross country ): OMG I HAD A LATIN TEST TODAY. THAT UNSEEN PASSAGE WAS SO PATHETIC. OMGGG. Like i guessed all the participles crap, that shit can die in a hole but ellene's way of studying latin is so smart!!! I'm so gonna use it next time a major tests comes up but like in the unseen passage this nymph turns into a clump of reeds and then this other guy falls in love with the nymph/clump of reeds? LIKE WHAT?! LIKE WHAT. so pathetic, so painful to translate too. FOREVER HATING UNSEEN PASSAGES.


man this is one long post...and i should really do some maths homework...as exhausted as i am now...i should... 

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