“When we hold each other, in the darkness, it doesn’t make the darkness go away. The bad things are still out there. The nightmares still walking. When we hold each other we feel not safe, but better. “It’s all right” we whisper, “I’m here, I love you.” and we lie: “I’ll never leave you.” For just a moment or two the darkness doesn’t seem so bad.”
— Neil Gaiman, Neil Gaiman’s Midnight Days

I go by the name bobo
All I do is sit around and eat and be sad, I'm basically a more annoying version of a plant.
I'm also extremely obsessed with cats.
And going out with a phat potato

'I'm not going to tell you to get over it, I'm going to help your through it.'

Alice
Anita
Fionaa
Danni
My better half
Tammy
Wendy

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well anyways because of the this stupid stupid pathetic topic 'change' and the stupid stupid mess I've caused recently I've noticed that once something has changed you cannot necessarily change back what it originally was. just like in a relationship. when you start off you are only getting to know each other and baby steps are taken to the first hug, kiss and whatever comes after. but as the relationship develops you become more comfortable with each other and soon knowing each others personality better than your own. By then you can never change back to the beginning of the relationship can you? It's not like you can pretend all the information of each other has been completely wiped clean from your head. And if a family member dies, or leaves you, its not like you can go back to the everyday life of when they actually there by your side. CHANGE IS SO FREAKING GAY. I swear, if the question that was given to me to write an essay on was based on change in life rather than changes that happen through fucking HOTEL SORRENTO then i wouldnt have struggled so much to reach the minimum requirements of 750 words last night -_______________________-" I swear it took my like 4 hours to write 900 words now the teacher wants us to write another essay on how each character changes. FAR OUT, I MEAN LIKE TEACH US DON'T TELL US TO WRITE ESSAYS ON TOPICS WE DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND YET. I swear, explain to us some examples to change in the actual play. This is so bad that i have resulted in consulting my year 7 english teacher for help. ~________~


I had vaccinations today. THOSE THINGS ARE KILLER. yenno at first the needle doesnt really hurt but then afterwards its like NUMBNESS AND PAIN AND NUMBNESS AND MORE PAIN ): I swear i can lift my arm about my head. I feel as if my muscles are like dead. cause far out the lady told me relax yeah, so i did. THE NEXT THING I TENSED. LIKE REALLY BADLY TENSED D: far, i didn't even see the needle coming. it was like natural instinct/jump. And then the vaccination lady told me off for tensing cause then no blood came out and then i just had to sit there and wait for blood to show. like far T______T" Plus the vaccination ladies were so mean this year ): but yeah i can't put my ar about my head cause then its gonna hurt. 


omg i made mash potato. That was the best. I like ate out of the pot and everything so alice would have less washing when she washes the dishes tonight.
SEE WHAT A NICE OLDER SISTER I AM?! :3 


I saw this on tumblr the other day. -look left- Its like heartbreaking seriously. i mean, wow...