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“When we hold each other, in the darkness, it doesn’t make the darkness go away. The bad things are still out there. The nightmares still walking. When we hold each other we feel not safe, but better. “It’s all right” we whisper, “I’m here, I love you.” and we lie: “I’ll never leave you.” For just a moment or two the darkness doesn’t seem so bad.”
— Neil Gaiman, Neil Gaiman’s Midnight Days
Pick yourself back up, you've got this.
Friday, March 30, 2012 @ 4:31 AM

I don't know if I complained about this before but trains are so fucking unnecessarily heated in the mornings. LIKE DUDE. I'm cooking in like a freaking sauna. WHY BOTHER KEEPING IT ON. I swear cityrail does this thing where it's like minus 10 degrees they have air con on and where it's like 40 degrees THEY HAVE THE HEATER ON. what are they trying to do? Screw up my bodily system and my natural body temperature? okay maybe I find it so freaking hot cause I run for the train. morning jog (Y) BUT LIKE I EVEN FIND IT BOILING WHEN I JUST WALK TO THE STATION SO LIKE SJPAKDJJDHGAGGG. 

fuaa. ==" Dude even going to into a tin can is boiling, how hot would it be for a heated train then?! omg and cityrail please do fix your carriage doors I HAVE SO MUCH TROUBLE OPENING THE ONES THAT ARE STUCK. and screw you. All the people who think its funny to fiddle with the carriage doors I swear. YOU GUYS ARE MAKING MY LIFE SO MUCH MORE TROUBLESOME BECAUSE I HAVE TO USED EFFORT TO OPEN THE DOORS. plus this morning I couldn't even open it omg. I like attempted twice with each hand trying to open it but in the end I just gave up cause l knew people were staring and yeah. I hate that kind of attention so much. humiliation at it's finest. omg and central stairs and signs are so deceiving. I actually wouldn't have had this problem if my carriage doors actually OPENED. well yenno how central has that set of stairs which is on the middle of the platform and leads to this green tunnel thing. WHERE, cityrail had attempted to make it look pretty but chucking stencils of flowers on the way and then paint the flowers on the way with a darker green. HONESTLY, choose a wider colour range ==" well anyways, the sign of the board said like platforms 1~25 so I was just like okay I'll go through here cause I couldn't be bothered fighting the crowd to wt down the stairs I would have usually taken IF THE CARRIAGE DOOR WORKED but anyways. and then I realise in that tunnel 20~25 IS MISSING OMG. so like I have to take a detoured and walk the way around and back up to get to the platform I wanted. I SWEAR I ALMOST GOT LOST IN CENTRAL STATION. I MEAN HOW IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE?!!?!??! 

anyways i actually had a really nice today with the walkathon and all. I'll type about it tomorrow, i've got so much fucking piano homework and what not. Plus i'd much rather also post piccies with my post heh.  and im this dodgey dodgey shit mood. far out. i'd much rather you see my reaction in person. 

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