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“When we hold each other, in the darkness, it doesn’t make the darkness go away. The bad things are still out there. The nightmares still walking. When we hold each other we feel not safe, but better. “It’s all right” we whisper, “I’m here, I love you.” and we lie: “I’ll never leave you.” For just a moment or two the darkness doesn’t seem so bad.”
— Neil Gaiman, Neil Gaiman’s Midnight Days
No, we weren’t lovers, but in a way we had opened ourselves to each other even more deeply than lovers do. The thought caused me a good deal of grief. What a terrible thing it is to wound someone you really care for - and to do it so unconsciously. - Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood
Tuesday, March 6, 2012 @ 1:41 AM

I will start reading books by the author of the book where the quote of my post title comes from. :D THATS IF PEOPLE STOP BORROWING THE BOOKS :'( I swear, there is not book in the library i actually want to read. CAUSE THEY'RE ALL BORROWED. I swear i better start on that mini library i was talking about in my last post.... i really need a job =o="  talking about a job, i applied for maccas but like i put down place which I havent exactly gotten accept in WHICH SUCKS BALLS OMG. I should have applied for habourside and haymarket. Im pretty sure i did apply for them but like i can't add anymore locations in my application :'( so i just have to wait. OR i'll apply for something else har har har. I don't want to work at KFC ==" 


anyways, i started off my day yesterday in this very very very crappy mood. you know why==" and then i get on the train and its like....zomg... cause the first thing that actually grabs my attention properly is seeing the face of the person i don't like kdsjflkdlfkdsf. Its like you in a pissy mood and the person you dislike decides to sit next to you. yup. fucking fabulous (Y) BUT, the only good thing that actually happened that morning was that i had coffee. talk about the coffee i wanted to drink in my previous post. LOL.anyways i almost forgot how freaking good it tastes omg. FOREVER DRINKING LATTES~~~~~ Cappuccinos are way too bitter >__<" omg the rest of the day was the full of doubles and nothing interesting happened. BUT THEN WHEN WE HAD SPORT. FARK. kdsfkljdslkfj. I'm doing lacrosse for this term of sport yeah? and then like omg. we won against the first team, then we first the 2nd team AND FUCK THEY ARE SO SCARY AND ROUGH DKFLKDJFLKJDSF. and kitty calls me rough in pe ): which is bullshit cause the 2nd team is like rough x 3298409395904395. I'm goalie yeah, so i pretty much observe most of the game and i swear. so rough >___<" and yenno how people usually like charge at the goal when playing soccer or something. WELL thats what did in lacrosse so im just standing there screaming  they look so scary when they're charging at me. I mean like they're just running at me with a fucking lacrosse stick in the air to peg the ball hopefully not at the goalie, but into the goal. It was so so so scary. omg. they looked like the communism poster i studied in history -look to the black and white picture- but yeah so so so scary. D: I almost called a girl a bitch though LOL. cause yenno how usually you go "THATS RIGHT BITCH" but yeah, i stopped myself before i said bitch  cause:
1. i have self control. LOLjokes
2. i don't know her well
3.  and so by calling her bitch, she will bitch about me with all her friends.
4. yeah i dont even like her


anyways that was pretty much my monday. omg, i also cleaned my room even more hence why im so behind in homework lol. but i cleaned my room on sunday. Its o pretty now omg and i also got a new lamp. I was hoping that it'll give off that kinda starry reflection on my walls when i used it like the picture in one of my previous posts but it didn't LOL but ohwells its pretty enough :3 -look left- Its really bright as well so yeah. double win :D
omg before i slept i was skyping as well as playing draw something AND I GOT THE CUTEST DRAWING OMGG CAUSE IT DOESN'T LOOK LIKE KIRBY AT ALL. its so so so so cute. and sophie didn't even draw it LOLOL, ronny did. omg but its so cute har har har. 
anyways today i kicked off with a good morning hehehe :3 BUT IT WAS SO COLD OMG ): i swear australia's weather is getting more and more bipolar. Its like cold in the morning then sunny, then its like 'the sky is gonna pour' at lunch then its hot as shit in the afternoon ==" anyways, i had another cup of coffee in the morning! It was so so so nice. omg. and the guy at michels is so happy all the time, it just makes you happy LOL. okay, im a weird person. don't hate LOL. but yeah anyways. but i didn't finish my coffee before first period and first period was science and since you can't drink or eat in a lab i had to leave it outside ~___________~ and then the rest of the coffee was like cold afterwards =o= Then i have double latin. Its like my favourite two periods of the day :D cause my teacher' really funny and lenient and i get to tease kokki alot LOL. teasing her is so fun cause it annoys the hell out of her and yeah omg ^_________^ thanks to her my life is so fun more funnier. :D then i had double english lol kill me, i hate my english teacher. OMG THE FUNNIEST THING HAPPENED cause kokki and i were complaining to my year 7 history/.english teacher about how we dont like our current english teacher. I LOVE HER SHE'S SUCH A GOOD AND CARING TEACHER. -respect- anyways, then she goes to us and says "nooooooo she doesn't hate you, just give her some time. she's a really really really good english teacher" and then im like miss, im not learning anything in history, be my history teacher again and she's like who do you have? and im like 'mr moroney' and then it was literally no comment. LOLOLOL. she had nothing better to say LOOOOL. so funny :') i ended off the day with double maths, which sucked heaps cause i managed to stay awake for the whole freaking day, then in double maths its like sleepiness hits me ==" i swear its just maths. Maths hates me. but then yeah. I had a good afternoon. bwahahahaha. It was so hot though so i went and got a soft serve from maccas even though its like made from saturated cow fat/whatever  while ronny got a meal. i dipped chips in my ice cream. I HAVEN'T DONE THAT IN AGES, IT WAS LIKE I WAS A LITTLE GIRL AGAIN :3 omg next time i should totally get a cheese burger happy meal and get chips and put it in the cheese burger :D But yeah i had such a nice time talking at maccas and on the train and on the phone and yeah. I did like the most daring thing today. pretty proud of it though heh ^_______________^ oh and i think i dislocated my shoulder or something. it hurts like shit. 
but zomg, i bumped into half the formal committee in the city dljfkdjflkjdsf and then i bumped into jasmine. I like ran up to her. but then she ran away from me T_________T" Talking about jasmine she gave me a blue rabbito iphone cover today + tuna. so nice of her hehehehehehehehehe. :3 -look left- omg omg omg and i found this really cool cute card trick video. ITS SO NOISEY but if you have the patience to watch/listen properly its so so so cute. 








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