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“When we hold each other, in the darkness, it doesn’t make the darkness go away. The bad things are still out there. The nightmares still walking. When we hold each other we feel not safe, but better. “It’s all right” we whisper, “I’m here, I love you.” and we lie: “I’ll never leave you.” For just a moment or two the darkness doesn’t seem so bad.”
Neil Gaiman, Neil Gaiman’s Midnight Days
“How we need another soul to cling to, another body to keep us warm. To rest and trust; to give your soul in confidence: I need this, I need someone to pour myself into.”- Unabridged Journals (Sylvia Plath)
Friday, March 9, 2012 @ 12:57 PM

to start things off, Happy birthday to Kim Taeyeon! :D -look left-  yeah LOL she's SNSD's leader. I share the same birthday month as her. YOU JELLY? I FEEL YOUR JEALOUSY THROUGH MY COMPUTER SCREEN. yes im a sped.  anyways, she's so pretty and yeah she turns 23 this year lol. such a good singer too but yeah its her birthday! :L 

talking bout birthdays I HAVE LESS THAN 12 DAYS TILL IM 15. I DONT WANNA BE 15. I LIKE BEING 14. But i guess its okay. I can still buy child under 16 tickets at train stations, while other friends can't KEKEKEKE. 

anyways, being a girl sucks. I cannot express how much i hate being a girl at the moment T____________T Life has never been so bothersome, seriously. well, i kicked off the day playing TRIPLE TOWN. That game on iphone/ipod is so freaking fun. omg so so so so fun. I blame lily for getting me addicted to it. cause she was playing it in pe yesterday and then i downloaded and then i couldnt stop playing and yeah omg. NOW IM ADDICTED. AND EVERYTIME I RUN OUT OF MOVES IM JUST LIKE OMGGG WHY. ): now that i think about it i actually did no work today.........................................I've literally been cruising through school. i don't think thats a good thing though omg. I should probably start paying attention in class and catching up and stuff omg dkjfdjfkdjfldskflskdls;dld;fl. I swear, last Saturday i was like "BOBO YOU MUST WORK HARD THIS WEEK...." loljokes......... I kicked off the day with a cup of coffee. I swear im like addicted to that shit now. It just feels weird if i dont get a cup every morning or at least drink a can of v... I'VE ONLY BEEN DRINKING COFFEE FOR ONE SCHOOL WEEK ~______~ then it was 1st period practical pe! That. was horrible. I have been hating pe every since my panda pe folder thing went missing/got stolen ): I dont know what happened to it -cry cry- it was so cute. anyways, since its been jackass pouring on wednesday~thursday the hockey field was still wet. AND SO CAUSING THE WHOLE CLASS' FEET TO BE WET. I swear next week im gonna bring my nikes to wear ==" Then i had history and maths. I pretty much spent the whole of maths talking with Kitty and Claire and stuff about hair. LOL. the teacher didn't care. The whole class was just talking/doing other stuff. hence why im gonna fail history this year..... I had a sub for double science and we were watching some video. AT RECESS, before double science i was like to ellene 'im not gonna sleep in science today, i had my coffee, im wide awake' LOLJOKES. Since we were watching a video and the classroom was like full on dark, i just gave in to my tired eyes and slept. I woke up and there was like 15 mins of the double left............................oops. Then we had some sub for geo as well and I just ended up talking with Kitty, Paula and Sandra for the whole lesson. Then it was music then wide reading! I swear wide reading, you don't even have to read. Its like as long as when you talk its just quiet chatter then the teacher doesnt care~~~~~~~~~~~ so yeah. i just pretty much cruised through the whole day. mhm....


omg, my dad's gonna be working this weekend. which means i can't remove my top bunk omg. gay gay gay gay gay gay gay. But even when he removes it im gonna strip my wall. LOL. okay that sounds weird but like my wall is currently full of photos/what not. SO. im gonna strip all the photos down and sort them by year. So its gonna be like 2009,2010,2011, and this years 2012! and then my back wall ish, where my 2NE1 post is gonna be my bb wall. LOL. cheese and i've still gotta cut out my silver letters to stick on my wall and put more glow in the dark stars on my ceiling. THEN MY ROOM IS COMPLETEEEE. YAYAYAYAYYAYAYA. 


okay im starting to wonder how the hell to kids get bought up these days. Alice asked me what the lion king was. LIKE WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL LIKE WHAT THE HELL. And then i showed her pictures of Shae getting married from Saturday Disney, cause yenno, i have nothing better to do in my life so i pretty much spent the whole weekend looking through a photo blog of weddings. THE PHOTOS ARE SO GOD DAMN PRETTY OMG. AND YEAH ITS SO BEAUTIFUL AND OMGGGGG i know, im weird. please dont hate. LOL.  you can see the photos here! but yeah omg. and then Alice was like 'whats saturday disney' OMG THAT SHOW STILL RUNS YENNO. HOW CAN YOU NOT KNOW SATURDAY DISNEY O: plus, i dont know what in the world happened to Toasted TV and Rollercoaster but omg i loved that shit so much dskjflkdsjflkdf. She also licked her armpit in front of me. Something that was terribly uncalled for. Lets just make it clear now, my family's retarded but not me. Its just my family :D 


omg and i really like the quote thats the title of my post. It just relates to me so much. I really should stop being so clingy and rely on everyone around me omg sakjkdjf.


omg and i found the best way to make instant coffee, 2 teaspoons of coffee powder + sugar. add 3/4 cup of hot water. MIX! then add sweetened condensed milk untill its like a nice browny colour. i wonder how much fat is in the coffee i am now currently drinking omg, all my condensed milk D: D: D:  


anyways, i should really go do some homework. im just gonna end off this post with some cheesy pictures LOL. 

















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