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“When we hold each other, in the darkness, it doesn’t make the darkness go away. The bad things are still out there. The nightmares still walking. When we hold each other we feel not safe, but better. “It’s all right” we whisper, “I’m here, I love you.” and we lie: “I’ll never leave you.” For just a moment or two the darkness doesn’t seem so bad.” — Neil Gaiman, Neil Gaiman’s Midnight Days |
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Whether you like it or not, alone is something you'll be quite a lot - Dr Seuss
Wednesday, February 1, 2012 @ 11:21 PM
well well well the holidays do fly by, and today is the 2nd last day of the first week back of school already. I must say, i hate year 10 like crazy. Its draining all my energy out of me. These days i get tired before 11pm! and to think i used to think at around 1/2am every night during school in year 9. My class sucks, so do most of my teachers. I guess this just gives me a reason to actually pay attention in class. Not only that but my maths text book this year is so so so heavy and everyone has pretty much ditched their laptops too. Well i pretty much ditched mine term 4 last year cause all the laptops are, are distractions and an extra 1.5kg of shit to lug around. >____< NOT ONLY THAT BUT ALL THE TEACHERS I HAVE...well most of them are like, "use binders loose leaflets etc" and im like 'omg fml, I swear a book makes everything so much neater plus binders are so annoying to carry around plus what happens if they get wet? especially with the very 'summer-like' weather we had today :L But then i like this weather, it was so nice looking out of the portable window to a rainy street and trees and stuff. ^__________________^ I must say today was a really good afternoon. It was a great great way to end two very crappy days of school. ^____^ even though my friends weren't being very social but yeah its okay i had my bb :3 bwahahaha he picked me up from school today and walked me back home :3 it was nice although it was raining-ish. ohwells. rain is cool (Y) Senior uniform sucks. big time. my skirts too loose blah blah blah, and i rolled it up twice and its still loose which sucks cause i also tightened the waist bit. THEN i get told my skirts the shortest out of everyone and im just like omg TT____TT" i shall now go cry in my corner. I swear omg, i didn't think it was that short...............plus if i dont roll it up its like loose. LAST TIME, the skirt like went to the side and went all funny. ALL I DID WAS WALK >___<" far out. not only that but none of my friends are really talking to me since we're not in the same classes anymore. So im like a exclusion at lunch time. everyone seems to be fussing over a certain person too................................................................................................................ OKAY, well my birthday is two months away LOL. i reckon its a bit early to think of a wishlist....BUT since alice is gonna get me a present this year im gonna think of what she should get me bwahahaha, i've got a small list somewhere already but yeah ._. i dont even want that much LOL. anyways year 10 is killing me, gotta go prepare my funeral, :L bai~ Labels: 2012, bb, Life (:, personal, rant, School (:, wishlist ☆ |