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“When we hold each other, in the darkness, it doesn’t make the darkness go away. The bad things are still out there. The nightmares still walking. When we hold each other we feel not safe, but better. “It’s all right” we whisper, “I’m here, I love you.” and we lie: “I’ll never leave you.” For just a moment or two the darkness doesn’t seem so bad.”
— Neil Gaiman, Neil Gaiman’s Midnight Days
“That’s who you really like. The people you can think out loud in front of.” - John Green
Wednesday, February 22, 2012 @ 4:21 AM

I really like the quote thats the title of my post. Its true because i think there's only a few people i think out loud in front of. Especially after today, i've realised how people can judge you behind your back even though you might be the tightest of buddies or whatever. far out. humans can be such horrible beings.


anyways, my day kicked off at 6am like every other day. It was such a cold morning ._. or maybe im just scared of the cold/what not but yeah. I can't explain how much i like being sleep deprived and taking train rides. Although i may complain and whine but being sleep deprived i dunno. It makes the best of me? I am one weird person. My day always kicks off with a back hug or something similar :3 Its such a nice way to start the day ^____________^ my bb's such a warm person too. :3 Its like a have a personal heater ;D LOL. 


PE and Geography was so boring omg. I dont know anything in geography other than my skills. I gotta start revising knowledge or some shit soon. I barely remember anything for my science test next monday and now i gotta cram more information about coasts and what not ==" Then i had Latin. omg i spent that whole period pretty much doing nothing LOL. I was just laughing at Melk and omg ellene's face as well LOL. Cause Melk started laughing and we were like 'wth you laughing at?' and then she points to our teacher and goes 'his face' LOL. Our teacher clearly heard and he just kept a straight face. fucking hilarious. Then after recess i must say we had the best assembly so far. LOL. We watched the promotional video for our school dance this year. IT WAS SO FUNNY OMG. I am forever going to haunt my latin teacher for what he did in the video. SO FREAKING FUNNY. omg and what my year 8 music teacher did. :D oh and we have this couple teacher at school LOL its so cute. its like the husband has taught at my school for whatever many years he has taught. HE TAUGHT ME IN YEAR SEVEN. Such a good teacher (: then his wife joined last year. its so cute omg bwahaha. :D and they did this spin kinda thing in the promo video. IT WAS SO CUTE. But then i've always heard the wife isn't that nice...and also bazookers on uniform ==" talking about uniform, my school's still going bazookers on uniform. At recess today, both my deputies, principal and welfare teacher was going around checking uniform ==" my friend got a demerit when her bag was black, even the logo 'just do it' was black. I MEAN WTH MAN ==' FUAAAA. But i sat there eating so yeah, lucky i didn't get caught :D omg i've also had like 4 periods of 'free study' for the past two days. Pretty much my english teacher has nothing to teach or so i assume so which is why she's like do whatever in the periods just stay quiet. But fark, she like hates me, and melk and kitty, but its all cool. we hate her too :D LOL. 


then in the afternoon i had dance. Before dance i went maccas with my bb :3 and bought an apple pie and coffee frappe. I ASK FOR NO CREAM THEY GIVE ME CREAM == and yeah i've just got a thing for apple pies from maccas. no idea why though :L you tried your best, just like you told me on Monday after my science test. You tried your best, its all that matters. The mark is just a number, you'll fine. i know you will be. dance was so tiring omg, plus we danced to beautiful - beast. I didn't even really like the dance we learnt today. But its okay cause i kept up pretty well and its exercise :D then afterwards i went kinokyunia how ever you spell it. I BOUGHT MY FELT TIP PENS NYAAAH. I swear im so pissed that they still don't sell orange singley ==" but yeah omg FELT TIP PENS~~~ cause my blue tip ran out a week after i bought it freaking T_______T" I went there just to buy felt tips LOL. I have this fetish with that if i dont draw my note diagrams in them i refuse to draw them? Something like that. Like i said before. I am one weird person. I also tried buying 'The perks of being a wallflower' BUT THEY DIDN'T HAVE IT. I swear, i wish i could get any book in kinkyunia for free. bobo, you want way too much in life.


omg then i bumped into this friend i havent seen in like what two years? with isara and matthew. and fuck my life. It was so bad. Like she would restate all this stuff from the past WHICH WASN'T EVEN FREAKING TRUE. and say all this crap. 'omg you used to be so whiny and complain all the time......you haven't changed........omg you used to be so annoying' fucking, like do you have to take a circle then diss me? It was so bad cause she would bring up all this stuff which i clearly would have forgotten if she never bought it back up and i clearly do not want to remember/don't even remember at all so like fark. It was so bad and made me in this really pissy pissy i want to cry mood. Like omg i hate humiliation so stop humiliating me dsjhfksdjlfkdkghkfdjg. It was in front of matthew isara as well. what the fuck is wrong with you? omg. i would prefer it if you don't go 'yeah i have to agree sorry' like don't fucking apologise for agreeing. what is wrong with you. if you want to diss in the first place then why bother fucking apologising?! stop fucking mocking me omg. i know i fucking whine and complain like crazy. i know i can be clingy and terribly annoying but come on. don't mock or imitate me. stop acting as if you know everything. STOP FUCKING LOOKING DOWN ON ME CAUSE IM IN YEAR 10 AND CAUSE IM 2 YEARS OR WHATEVER YOUNGER THAN YOU. You. are. no. fucking. better. than. me. fuck you. you have completely forgotten haven't you? just because i've stopped now.


Then i had scouts. That was quite interesting it was first aid and omg. I was used as a dummy for bandages. The bandage actually felt quite nice on my arm though LOL. for once i actually had some fun at scouts O_O" kinda. but yeah i dunnooo. But i got work experience sorted out. Which is a very very very good thing :D 


oh that reminds me i found the cutest totoro toys/keychains/whatever you call them at kinokyunia today. THEY WERE SO CUTE AND SMALL OMGG. But so freaking expensive omg. O_O" anyways totoro can be so cute yet so creepy...........








































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