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“When we hold each other, in the darkness, it doesn’t make the darkness go away. The bad things are still out there. The nightmares still walking. When we hold each other we feel not safe, but better. “It’s all right” we whisper, “I’m here, I love you.” and we lie: “I’ll never leave you.” For just a moment or two the darkness doesn’t seem so bad.” — Neil Gaiman, Neil Gaiman’s Midnight Days |
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“Here’s to all the places we went. And all the places we’ll go. And here’s me whispering again and again and again, ‘I love you’" - Abundance of Katherines
Thursday, February 16, 2012 @ 2:02 AM
Its been, mhm, 16 days since I've posted? year 10 is killing me omg. Not to mention how sore I freaking am. I'm like the most unfit person in the world, i swear >___<" My tumblr archive isn't working either omg. -____- WELL, last Thursday i finally got my glasses. I CAN SEE THE BOARD IN CLASS NOW. OMG. Its so good far. :D but then its so annoying, i have to carry them around and everything. Plus i think its worsening my vision. I used to be able to see the board quite clearly in maths. It was just a tad blurry. NOW ITS JUST LIKE A BLUR. farking ==" I can't wait till i get contacts....LOLjokes, it took like a year and a half of convincing that i needed glasses until my parents finally got me glasses. fucking sakjdkflkdslkfjdsf. anyways, it was such a great great afternoon though. IT WAS SO MUCH FUN AND PLEASURABLE AHAHA. Cause no one was home bwahaha. life is good when my house empty on a Thursday afternoon. ^____^ Then last Friday was my "swimming carnival" LOLJOKES. It got rained out and it was freaking competitors only. which was complete motherfucking bullshit cause like half way through the day it was sunny as shit, SANDRA WENT AND GOT SUNBURNT. Like honestly.. ==" but then at like noon~12:30 it started to pour. Like bucketfuls of rain pour, then half way through lunch it was so freaking hot and sunny omgahed. kdsfkjdslkfdslfklkfjg. Well we did literally NOTHING on that day. I might have well jigged omg. We spent the first three periods watching the disney movie Up. FUCKING CUTEST MOVIE OMGGGGGGGGG. Its such a cute cute cute movie. I mean how can you not love disney? But i was so tired so i slept through some of it. But omg it was so could cause the projector was no longer blurry and i saw the movie in HD cause of my glasses bwahahaha, after the movie we had a triple class where we were stuck in our geo classes omg...like...i have a good geo teacher but he isn't exactly keen on bludging so like we spent the triple watching like random coastal videos and shit WHICH i was falling asleep to while the class next door were fucking playing Big 2. It was horrible cause i was tired, and tired and even more tired ==" then after lunch we had an hour lecture about the HSC, ATAR and subject selection. It was horrible, its just gonna make me grow more white hair cause its adding more stress onto my shoulders. ITS NOT LIKE IM GETTING ENOUGH STRESS DEPUTY PRINCIPALS == far out. It was such a pointless pointless day at school. I spent Monday night baking cookies. I think im like officially afraid of baking them now LOL i baked so much omg. I think im gonna take a really long break before i start baking again. The amount of effort is like so trek omg. But yeah LOL. I also attempted to melt chocolate. fuck man, never again LOL. I fail at it so badly omg. but then i guess practice makes perfect? WHOOP DEE DO TUESDAY, VALENTINES DAY. bwahahaha. I actually had a really lovely day. In the morning i got a bunch of roses, which was a very very very pleasant surprise. like omg. i was like ROSES ROSES ROSES ROSES ROSES ROSES OMG HEHEHEHE ^_____________________^ I got to school so early omg, LOL some year 7 like started talking to me cause we were both loners LOL HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. she was like 'oh someone gave you those roses?' and i was like 'yeah' then the convo died. LMFAO. my social awkwardness is that bad. :L Then Cecilia came. FREAKING LIFE SAVER OMG. the first ting she says to me was like "bobo, was that your boyfriend?" O________O" but yeah anyways, she was such nice company at such a deserted time at school, especially when the only people hanging around was that year 7 that i talked to awkwardly LOL. omg the SRC this year stuck love quotes in everyone's locker. It was so good. :3 my one was
'If you were a burger from McDonalds, you would be McGorgeous' LOL.
It was such a nice day at school. I dunno, maybe it was just me but the whole 'today is valentines day' bought such a new bubbly feeling into the school atmosphere or maybe im just being weird .___. omg then we had Trotter maths, that was fucking epic cause thats when Mishie, Fiona and I started the whole 'we shall talk mando in maths even though we suck at it and have dodgey accents' LOL. It was so funny cause simona got so pissed off. HAHAHA. Then i went over to my bb's house after school, where we hanged for a bit and got my present. OMG HE'S SUCH A BABE LOL. ANYWAYS LOL OMG THAT WAS CREEPY BUT YEAH WHATEVER OMG MY PRESENT HEHEHHEHE IT WAS SO NICE AND YEAH OMG HEHEHE it was so so nice. ^_____________________^ Hanging out his house is so fun omg hehe ;D then we went out to the city and walked around for a bit, took caps and stuff. Even though the night may not have turned out the way it should have/the way we imagined, it was still a fun and pleasurable day. I wouldn't have have spent my first valentines day with you in any other way :3
YESTERDAY, was such a motherfreaking tiring day omg. like kdsjflkdkjdshffdf. Okay well, i had double music which sucked cause we like spent the whole of first period freaking sight singing. You should have heard my class groan moan as soon as miss mentioned it. NO ONE LIKES IT OKAY, PLUS YOU DONT EVEN HAVE TO DO IT FOR HSC WHY BOTHER?!?!?! Then we spent the other period performing this really slow funeral like concerto piece. It was pretty fun :3 THEN at lunch i had the most tiring netballs trials ever omg. I was so dead tired and puffing. I was so sweaty and gross it was disgusting. far T_____T" apparently i looked like the walking dead and i also got told today i was playing really violently, which is not true LOL. considering how i did fall like twice. O__O" but yeah anyways, THEN after the freaking netball trials i walk into english and it was like "write a 750 word short story about change" English sucks so much now, i hate my teacher, i hate the subject. I was still puffing and sweaty from the trials. I almost died. THEN i went city and met up with matthew and isara and my bb. :3 BUT ISARA AND MATT DIDNT GO DANCE. ==" anyways, i went dance, the neck stretching kills my life i swear. dskjfkdsjfkjslkddsljfkfdjgkhjghfdfkjs. But anyways, it was like netball trials then dance. DOUBLE KILL. I was so gross and sweaty and tired. Then we went Sydney Entertainment centre maccas to visit Kokki's first day at work. NGAWW SHE WAS SO CUTE. and her manager was so freaking nice omg. :L TODAY, I woke up with sores literally EVERYWHERE. My back, neck, legs etc. I swear those freaking neck stretches from dance, murdering my life and fionas. they make her look like a woodpecker. LOL. but omg. dkjflsdkfldkslkjfg, they kill my neck. So i ended up with ice packs on my back and neck for almost the whole day today. I slept during double maths. chyeah. i shall sleep in maths again tomorrow :3 I had a nice afternoon, i enjoy your company way too much. even if we dont talk to anything. I miss all the things we can do when we're alone alone. D: anyways its been such a long post .____. toodleeees~ Labels: bb, fishballs, future ms chow, I HATE THE WEATHER, jizzara, Life (:, matt, personal, pigeon fiona, School (:, valentines day ^^, WARNING CHEESY POST LOL |
