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“When we hold each other, in the darkness, it doesn’t make the darkness go away. The bad things are still out there. The nightmares still walking. When we hold each other we feel not safe, but better. “It’s all right” we whisper, “I’m here, I love you.” and we lie: “I’ll never leave you.” For just a moment or two the darkness doesn’t seem so bad.”
— Neil Gaiman, Neil Gaiman’s Midnight Days
For me, it is easier to befriend canto people :D
Friday, September 16, 2011 @ 3:41 AM

so. its almost been another month since i've blogged. since my life isn't that interesting there isn't much to blog..lol..

WELL. on the brighter sides of things. ONE MORE WEEK OF TERM THREE LEFT! I'm really looking forward to these holidays. I get to sleep, i swear this term has made me so sleep deprived =o=
so. SRC week was like two weeks ago but whatever, Disney karaoke was really fun but then we didn't get to sing many songs which kinda sucked, but we sang Be A Man and we googled the lyrics and everything LOL such losers and then we had mufti, SO MANY PEOPLE CAME AS MICKEY MOUSE. I did too, but others had better dress up costumes things. I had this mickey mouse ears with like a hat in between the ears and everyone kept calling me a dickhead. like far out =____=" we had gelato and the famous techie netball game, i signed up for it but none of the year 9s got into the junior game like far out kshfkdnvfkjxcnvkjdshfdskjfa. i didn't watch it either, ohwells.

i went to this hide and seek and running man event, i dont even remember what happened but yeah i left early for both of them so... =o=

well tomorrow i have this wedding to go and for this wedding my friend and i have gone through so much trouble to get a present and prep for it LOL. so we went to burwood yesterday to find the presents and a dress to wear BUT that little bitch slut made me wait at burwood for like an hour until she came ajdsfkjdsjflksaldksaljdjhsfd. ohwells, we looked around for like 2 hours. FOUND NO DRESSES THAT WERE SUITABLE OR FITTED PROPERLY. and finally found presents, which i really hope the bride will like cause yeah, WE LITERALLY HAD NO IDEA WHAT TO GET HER. since i found no dresses, i have to borrow gina's ITS ACTUALLY REALLY PRETTY. too bad she probably pulls it off better than i do. but i have no shoes to wear lol, or a jacket/cardi thing to match with it. OHWELL. we only got notified like a week before so WE TRIED OUR BEST.

I'm so screwed for school, Alice has a speech to write, since she sucks balls at writing speeches, i'm writing her speech AGAIN and its on the Twin Towers, she wasn't alive when 9/11 happened but its so cute how she wants to write about it heh then i am like a trillion years behind in maths and i should really catch up cause that akhfudshyf student teacher told us we have a topic test next wednesday TODAY. I thought school policy was to notify the students two weeks prior to any exam or assignment hand in date. far out. then i have a history test on monday too x__x and then first three weeks back in term four is like full on exams exams exams T______T

AND I STILL HAVE TO BUY SENIOR UNIFORM OMGG. I dont want senior uniform, its a skirt and it just makes everything so much more competitive and shit. like back in year 7 my winter dress was really long and everyone called me nun and shit, I MEAN DOES IT REALLY MATTER? and then if you hem your dress too short its like askjflkdkjdshfjdsf you slut. but then it depends who hems it that short, i mean for like the people with a social life, unlike me, dont get shit about it. har har har society sucks balls. now our senior skirts are long ass shit and we have to hem it or else it'll like reach out ankles and then our blouses are like see through? far out, plus i probably won't be able to pull off senior uniform i'll look so weird wearing it.

once you realised maybe i'll stop, but then hey, i guess you won't even give much of a shit, you'll probably say its bad, or tell me to stop and say the same shit you'll say to other people if they were doing the same thing, i was never special it was always her her her. i told you about my problem once and, a simple 'i'm okay' stopped you worrying. i am literally invisible to you.

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