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“When we hold each other, in the darkness, it doesn’t make the darkness go away. The bad things are still out there. The nightmares still walking. When we hold each other we feel not safe, but better. “It’s all right” we whisper, “I’m here, I love you.” and we lie: “I’ll never leave you.” For just a moment or two the darkness doesn’t seem so bad.”
— Neil Gaiman, Neil Gaiman’s Midnight Days
I hate my past. Therefore i hate it when people bring it back up and remind me of it. urgh.
Monday, June 27, 2011 @ 1:39 AM

I come home from school today, and alice tells me that she wants to know what girls get when they'rein year 6/7 cause her friends were worrying about it today. Oh and i almost forgot, my little sister and her bunch of friends are in year 3. Fucking year 3 and they're worry about getting their period? WTF. And yeah. So since its in year 3. I didn't tell her, nor did my mum. IT WAS SO AWKWARD. And since she's such a spoilt little bitch. She didn't get what she want and chucked a fit and literally brawled her eyes out. Like no joke. And then since i didn't tell her she was kicking me, wait make that attacking me. IT FREAKING HURT. And she could always go and ask other people, like my mum, but she didn't instead she attacked me. that little fuckhole.

I also had a trigonometry test today. Hopefully i didn't fail that. And i'm getting my reports this friday, what a great way to end the term.

I have made many mistakes in my past. Many of these mistakes are known to the public. So obviously, these mistakes are occasionally bought up again. I guess its a reminder for me to not make the same mistake again. But fuck bro it is the most annoying fucking thing in the world. Maybe i bought this upon myself cause i was the one who made the mistakes but it doesn’t mean they need to be bought up again and be told to the word. Like fuck. And there is this group of people at my school that tend to tease me about every fucking thing they can think of. My boyfriend and i, before we get off the train, give each other a hug and sometimes a kiss. These people, tend to stand and watch and observe then fucking give me shit afterwards. Maybe its my fault for doing it on the train BUT FUCKING NO ONE TOLD YOU TO LOOK BITCH. LIKE FUCK MAN, JUST LEAVE AND GO TO SCHOOL DON’T STAND THERE AND LOOK AND GIVE ME SHIT ABOUT IT. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE? I can’t wait, until this happens to them and they know how i fucking feel. We kinda do this kinda thing in the arvo as well, but only my group of friends are there and usually they just walk away. Sometimes a few stay but like i don’t mind cause i’m close with them. But this afternoon, my friend who usually isn’t suppose to get off got off. and i’m just like”WHY DID YOU GET OFF O:” and then one of my so called other friends came down from downstairs and was like “cause she doesn’t want to see you making out with you boyfriend” and at that time i just wanted to slap that bitch in the face. LIKE WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? FUCK MAN. and to make matters worse no one is texting me back. asdfghjkl. not only that but this other bitch is annoying the fuck out of me, cause she thinks having a boyfriend makes her invincible. ==

oh and welcome back to school gina, after being sick for a week :3





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