“When we hold each other, in the darkness, it doesn’t make the darkness go away. The bad things are still out there. The nightmares still walking. When we hold each other we feel not safe, but better. “It’s all right” we whisper, “I’m here, I love you.” and we lie: “I’ll never leave you.” For just a moment or two the darkness doesn’t seem so bad.”
— Neil Gaiman, Neil Gaiman’s Midnight Days

I go by the name bobo
All I do is sit around and eat and be sad, I'm basically a more annoying version of a plant.
I'm also extremely obsessed with cats.
And going out with a phat potato

'I'm not going to tell you to get over it, I'm going to help your through it.'

Alice
Anita
Fionaa
Danni
My better half
Tammy
Wendy

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I turn 19 in a couple of months and I feel as if as the day gets closer and closer the more I dread the actual day to come. Its not because I think I'm 'getting old,' (hell no, I'm still very young) but I feel as if my youth is being wasted away doing nothing in particular. I've matured way too quickly and I've found myself slowly filling up the shoes of an adult. 

Despite still being extremely dependent, I do not pay any rent or bill and pretty much still live under some sort of parental guidance the prime days of my youth have seemed to reach some sort of dead end. I watch as 15 year olds go clubbing and party as if they will die the next day while I work or go out and pretty much just walk around doing nothing particular. I find myself window shopping the same things so much to the point when I actually do come around to buying it, its not longer sold or sold out completely in my size. Its happened so many times in 2015 and I'm sure it'll just continue happening in 2016. I understand that if I buy everything I want I will be the biggest hoarder and seriously clothes come and go, things I would wear now I probably won't wear a couple of years down the track so I guess in a way I'm saving myself money. 

But hey not even a month into 2016, and I feel as if 2016 is already testing my limits. The more I suppress my wants, the further I drown into this never ending whirlpool of overthinking and anxiety. I don't think these thoughts will ever go away, but now I feel as if they're screaming at me every minute of the day. Why am I not doing this? Why aren't treated like this? Why am I different from everyone else? I watch as people are loved and enjoy the prime of their youth while I slowly grow older and older everyday barely doing anything particularly youthful. I'm not saying I'm not loved, I am, and I know I am. My boyfriend loves me in his own special way, but I feel as if as everyday goes on the more unsatisfied I am with my life in general and I continuously watch others live with burning jealousy. 

Especially with a crappy birthday last year and working Christmas Day I feel as if the days I consider so monumental and special in the past is just any other day now; especially my birthday. How sad is it to plan out a day to do all the things that you think will make you happy and your birthday memorable? Shouldn't everyday be memorable. One does not a certain day to treat someone else particularly better right? Shouldn't a person be treated special everyday of their lives???

Recently I've gotten another tattoo, people will ask me hey does it hurt? Or what does it look like? Does it mean anything in particular? To be honest everytime I get a tattoo it gives me every reason not to go back for another one. I tend to choose to get my tattoos at all the spots that are particularly 'more' painful and its just pretty much a sweaty hour with someone cutting into my skin. It is painful but nothing not withstandable, but hey anythings better than me cutting in my own skin right? 

2015 has been one of the best and toughest years of my life. I guess it sounds slightly cliche as everyone tends to say that when a new year comes around, but I really do think 2015 was a year where I had learnt many lessons and matured greatly.

A couple months into the year, I stepped in the world of adulthood. Being 18 I had all these extra responsibilities thrown at me, being promoted at work I was suddenly held accountable for all the employees working under me on my shift and starting my first year of uni, I learnt the hard way that uni is seriously no joke, no one will spoon feed you to how it works and by the end of first year you would have mastered the skills of finishing a 2000 word essay an hour before its due. Due today, do today. 

Not only did I step into adulthood, but March was one of the toughest months yet. I do not know where to begin when it comes to describing the emotional roller coaster ride I went on, it was a month where simply being awake was painful. I am so thankful for my friends and my mum who pulled me out of such deep waters with their continuing support and patience up until today. 

Slowly I moved out of my own home, and my independence stepped up a whole new level. I may still be horrible at saving at money and still be super lazy and unfit but I have grown in many other aspects. I signed my first ever contract and now pay my own phone bill, that was when it had truly hit me that I was 18. 

18 also meant being able to drink legally and go clubbing, nothing better that drinking and having good music playing. Really. 

Within the span of two months I got three tattoos, and my mum is rather not happy about that. Either way I plan to get a few more, and hopefully my boyfriend will too, when he finally decides (and saves up hahaha) what to get and when. 

I must say 2015 only just kept getting better and better, more drinks, more music, more friends. Many tragic and great memories to look back upon. Although I barely did anything really special this NYE, it doesn't really matter. I feel as if after having a rather crappy birthday month and then working on Christmas, it was rather hard to enjoy anything holiday festivities. 

Either way, thank you 2015, you've been great.

I should really get into a schedule or piece my life together because right now its a messy piece of shit. LOL. So Mid sem break finished around 2 weeks(?) ago and I've already missed three quizzes, one from each course I'm doing. LOL. I didn't miss my fourth course's quiz because my friend had reminded me I had to do it. I actually have a moleskin diary, that thing cost me 40$ and I don't have the slightest idea where it is, and clearly its not helping the slightest bit in organising my life. 

Wow the last time I posted was actually last year, I've really neglected my blog for a while. I'm currently in my three hour break at uni and hopefully I can finish this blog post with the next hour or so before my next tut, because when I get home I'm actually going to have to do some uni work. (I left my mouse and home, and I hate using a trackpad so nah I'm not gonna do any studying)

Post Graduation, I had my formal. It was held at Shangrila hotel. Before hand I went with Wendy to get her make up done. Her make over was her 18th birthday present from a couple of friends and me. Unfortunately one of my eyes decided to swell up a week or so before the formal and despite my efforts to pray that the swelling will go away before the formal, it didn't. In my opinion, despite all the drama that happened at year 10 formal, year 10 formal was much better than year 12 formal. Our cohort couldn't fill up the whole Shangrila ballroom and so many of the tables were left empty and the dancefloor was really small and majority of the grade didn't dance. It was just this really weird semi-awkward atmosphere for majority of the night. My boyfriend and I had booked a room to stay after the formal and to get dressed/prepare before hand which was pretty good. I also invited a few of my friends to get ready together and the bathroom had a bathtub, and omfg bubble baths are so amazing. seriously guys. 





I can't explain how much I love this photo ^ 


Much different from last year, this year I spent NYE working. I did an overnight NYE shift with my boyfriend so I spent countdown pretty much at maccas with my work friends jumping around taking pictures and running up and down George street like spastics. I pretty much worked at gloria jeans in the morning, then had a break and had dinner with my boyfriend and stuffed ourselves with more food at san churros. I was meant to finish at 6am in the morning, but I felt super sick, probably because I lacked sleep and had worked so much already so i finished around 3am with my boyfriend. The shift itself wasn't even that busy, we were down on sales, probably because everyone was scared of a terrorist attack due to the recent Lindt Cafe incident. Either way my boyfriend wasn't up for staying till 6 where all we'd have to do is clean anyway.





In these couple of months, my little sister has also started high school, and I'm also raising another kitten, the kitten is around 6 months now and her ***personality*** is literally to die for. My mum, my little sister and I both favour her out of my two cats HAHA. Even though i really do love toothless too. My little sister wouldn't let me name my second cat hiccup so my cats follow with the how to train your dragon's characters so we chose Luna instead, after sailor moon's black cat, even though my cat isn't exactly black... hahaha.



Towards the end of January, it was my boyfriend's birthday! I celebrated with him at 360 degrees fine dining. AND OH MY GOD. I cannot express how much i suck at using a knife and fork and how much I both hate and love fine dining. The food at fine dining is great seriously, but omg I do not know like shit. I pretty much ended up googling for my boyfriend and I went to eat the bread on the side LOL. Also ****apparently*** even though I've never heard of this the lady always sits on the left of the table? SAY WHAT. I didn't believe my boyfriend at first but then after looking around and seeing that EVERY FEMALE WAS ON THE LEFT. I was convinced to swap seats with my boyfriend loooooooooooool. so embarrassing, but then it could have been worse, like i could have dropped cutlery or something. 



For dessert, we ordered the dessert sampler platter. Thinking I could be cute, I asked the waiter if they could put some candles on the dessert platter since it was his birthday. We did this at ellenes birthday and the waiters showed up with sparklers and they were LOUDLY CHANTING the birthday song at Cyren. Great restaurant btw, guys you should all try. But then the waiters like, sorry we can't light candles up here. Then it suddenly clicked, MAKES SENSE, cause of the damn altitude of the restaurant, I mean even my ears popped on the way up on the escalators. How embarrassing of me omg. I don't think my ears could have been any more red than they were. But then waiter showed up later with a plate with Happy Birthday written on it in chocolate and little brownie pieces. it was so cute hehehehe. ^___^

One morning I showed up to work, and the coffee machine stopped working. IT WAS A SIGN. because after my manager fixed the coffee machine, a couple of hours later, GUESS WHAT HAPPENED. The stores along pitt and park street. BLACKED OUT. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. It was so weird when it happened. It was like POOF. And we had no electricity whatsoever. So my workmates and I chilled at gloria jeans acrossed the road for around an hour????? or so before the electricity came back on again. And then IT BLACKED OUT AGAIN. Slowly all the stores for their electricity back except for the maccas I worked in. My boyfriend, workmates and I spent the day chatting away and playing three dollar UNO cards we bought next door, which had also blacked out. 






Valentine's Day this year, I surprised my boyfriend by going to the zoo. Well i didn't really surprise him since he ended up guessing where we were going anyway, like he always does. I don't know why, but he always guesses everything I've planned/want to surprise him with so in the end its no longer a surprise ~_____~ The day before he had roses delivered to work, it was so cute despite the fact the stupid delivery guy had delivered them way way too early. 

It took me way too many shots to get this photo, and also to have my cat look at the camera lololol ^


Valentine's day was scorching hot as well. I pretty much bought around 30-40$ worth of very overpriced water, LOL. ohwells. 



From what I remembered from year 7 (When i had last visited the zoo) The zoo hasn't changed much. To be hoenst I don't think taronga zoo has changed much in the past decade or so. Alot of things which were there when I visited in kindi are still there now. Before going into the zoo, my boyfriend and I went to the souvenir shop, where he bought me a snow leopard plushie. FINALLY. I've wanted one of those plushies since forever, and he also kept shoving spider plushies in my fact. I absolutely despise spiders, one time he actually made me scream and people looked at me weird. Turns out valentine's day wasn't only celebrated by humans but elephants too, my boyfriend and I accidentally stumbled upon elephant's breeding (elephant porn), we were pretty much curious at why so many people had stopped at this one gap. LOL. When we watched the elephant talk, the zookeeper encouraged us to go down and watch them mate too, apparently it was a ""one in a lifetime opportunity"" to see LOL. After the zoo, we headed to the garden buffet at the star. Food was pretty nice to eat seriously, but i expected more options. I remember the Auburn(?) RSL buffet I went to for my boyfriend's birthday two years back, there were more dishes to choose from. Nonethless, the food was great and I stuffed myself really well. hahahahaha. 

Despite turning 18 in March, March was a such a crappy month for me. I'm so glad its over and thinking back at it and everything that had happened still gives me the shits, or what my friends like to call; 'butt hurt' lol. Despite my original plans of spending my 18th with friends and throwing a somewhat big party, it had all changed and I spent a quiet 18th with Ronny at the Grounds of Alexandria. I knew that the grounds could get heaps busy, especially on the weekend and Easter coming along. But I had to wait around an hour with Ronny to get seats to eat, but it was alright, I guess. I still got to the small Easters desserts, I really wanted to get since I saw them on instagram. 




I ordered a skim mocha and this is how it came to me ^ deconstructed. I was actually quite shocked, but it was also super fun and interesting to make. Despite my efforts of making latte art, it didn't exactly work. lolololololol. And I probably put too much milk into my mocha cause it was really bland and from what i remember last time I had the grounds coffee, it was great. LOL Either way it was heaps fun. I ordered the avo smash with feta and omg it was SO GOOD. I used to hate avocado. Like hate hate hate hate HATE it as much as I hate durian, but I don't know when I started eating avocado, I think its when I was trying to be healthy on my breaks at Gloria Jeans And i ate avo toast with salt and pepper and tomatoes. SINCE THEN I have been known as the girl who brings avocados to work to share at maccas. The other day I pretty much ate a whole avocado. Instead of putting meat into my wraps now at maccas, I put half an avocado, well technically I cant fit any meat into the wrap anymore as soon as I put half an avocado, LOL. but eh, either way I'm being healthy and AVOCADO IS LIFE. 


After the grounds, Ronny and I headed to 360 buffet to eat. I wanted to try it out since we already went to 360 fine dining for his birthday. The food was nice, and the service was alright, I had my first legal drink there!!!! I had an Long Island Ice Tea, I pretty much chose it because it was the only thing I recognised on the drink menu. LOL. It was soooo good though and I've been ordering it ever since then. ^_____^ It took Ronny and I around halfway through dinner to realised that the inner ring, where all the food was placed/the kitchen area also moved. LOL. We spent half the night wondering, why the fuck the toilets were moving HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. There wasn't much options in food, but they ate fresh seafood and the food in general was really nice. I tried my first raw mussel(?) or was it oyster, the texture was so weird, but whatever it came with this green sauce on the side which tasted like weak wasabi/dijoinase(?) which was really really nice. I spent the rest of my 18th at a hotel getting smashed and chugging vodka. It was a really quiet 18th, I didn't do much I guess and a lot of unhappy things had happened during the month of March, but I can look back at my 18th, despite awkward silences, convos and chugging on vodka and still say it was very memorable. 


MOVING ON from the crappy month of March, April birthed the potato family. A combination of Mao, Ronny and me. Together the three of us have been on many adventures throughout Sydney and I could not be happier with the friendship we have. Despite the fact our friendship mainly consist of the other two giving me crap about how butt hurt I am and constantly dogshotting me. LOL. Unfortunately the three of us also share many bad bad bad habits. But I guess its somewhat okay since we control our bad habit. heh. 







The three of us went to the Chinese Gardens Of Friendship, all of us haven't been to that place in like years. LOL. We actually took heaps more photo there, but its taken me much more than the three hour uni gap I mentioned previously to finish the post, but also 3 extra nights of staying up past midnight because I've procrastinated throughout the night. So I've gotten to a point of laziness where I cant even be fucked to even bother editing photos or even rotating them so that I can put them into this post. LOL. When we went to the Chinese Gardens we actually took pictures EVERYWHERE. LOL. And it was pretty much Ronny and Mao occasionally scaring the shit out of me with spiders and skskskskskksksksks sikcunts at the Chinese Gardens. Afterwards we went to starbucks before eating dinner and going home. 




With these three I had also finally gotten the chance to visit MCA, and take the cliche mirror photo and instagram the cliche photo. LOL. I had also tried shisha, and that shit is pretty good. I remember on the first night we tried it Ronny wasn't feeling great, he was actually heaps sick, and he wore all three jackets of ours and was huddling to the hot stones on the shisha. It was actually so pitiful but funny at the same time. LOL. When going home, he pretty much had one arm around me and an arm around Mao and it was like we were carrying out drunk heartbroken ass friend back home. HAHAHAHA. We went out another time, to try shisha again where Ronny got to enjoy it cause he wasn't sick asf. But omg recently a storm had hit Sydney and the weather was horrible. Pretty much on that night it was heaps cold and raining and despite being able to enjoy shisha, everyone was fucking freezing like shit. LOOOL. Despite every other person's opinion, I really liked the week of stormy weather and rain. It was such nice cuddling weather, where all you'd wanna do is sit at home and cuddle in front of a fire or with the person you love with hot chocolate and watch a movie. The storm was so bad places actually flooded. Like the whole Bardwell Park Station flooded and omg watching the camera footage of it is soo SOOO funny. Apparently it's happened before as well, which is even more funny omfg. HAHAHAH. it legit turned into a pool. 

I was actually going to make this post alot longer, I had alot more to blog about, but this chair is horrible to sit on because there is absolutely no cushioning and its almost 2AM, and I am heaps exhausted and I have work at 6AM tomorrow. I'll probably post another post soon. Hopefully. heh.

Wow, the last time I posted was like yonks ago and right now I'm in the middle of my HSC exams. Time really flies. So much has happened since the last post, I've graduated high school and I'm already more than halfway through my HSC exams. I probably really shouldn't be posting right now, its almost 2AM in the morning but hey, I just finished my first week of HSC which was pretty much a full timetable, I had one exam everyday except for Thursday, it was horrible because all the exams were so heavily contented and having english paper1, english paper2 and then ancient history three days in a row could not be any worse. I'm probably going to just make this post short and sweet I'd really like to get to bed soon. LOL. 

Anyways, I finally graduated high school, a milestone which I thought i'll never reach. Graduation was so fast and crazy omg, and I participated in my cohort's mock assembly. I'm actually pretty happy I was part of it, in a span of 2 days I had grown closer to other people in my grade and the experience was just amazing, really. I was mocking my maths teacher and seriously the glasses he gave me to wear could not be anymore embarrassing, they were crooked and I had to stick them onto my face with sticky tape. LOL. 
Anyways graduation was actually so amazing seriously. wow, like thinking back on just that week and how crazy it was, oh my goodness. I was also responsible for two of my teacher's presents which i happily covered in possibly hundreds of layers of newspaper and glitter bombed the wrapping. I wish I had taken more photos though, but there is still formal! tbh I am so ceebs for formal LOL. I have yet still got to oragnise make up and buy my shoes and try find a clutch and omg its just effort and money, two things I really do not have right now. But to think the formal will be one of the last things my school cohort will do together as a grade is rather sad. After graduating the first thing we did again as a cohort was HSC paper1. OMG AHAHA. thats so amusing and funny to me i dont even know why. 





Honestly high school had been such an amazing experience. The six years at St George have really flew by. When you look back upon the six years you really do wonder where they all went, because unlike primary school where the years K-2 are all just fuzzy memories, every year in high school you will learn and take something with you which will stay by you for life. Looking back on it now it just seemed like yesterday that we were still juniors swapping tv shows and movies on our laptops. Seriously I cannot emphasis on how quickly high school went. Even though for some parts of high school it was truly horrible (especially exams lolz) high school is well and truly what people say it is, some of the best years of your life. I've realised now what you experience is high school is where you'll experience no where else because you're at that age where you're neither children nor adults, and you are able to test the limits of life while its still okay to make mistakes (ignore curfews/become rebel etc lolololol) but also mature. High school was truly amazing, thank you to everyone who was there and part of my journey. All the best, Class of 14. 

Hello world! i've neglected my blog for a good solid 4/5 months now hahaha. I've been so busy with school and work I just haven't had the time to blog even though its been at the back of my head for a while that i needed to blog. Everytime I planned to blog I was either trumped with exams or I simply procrastinated so much that I didn't even end up blogging. 

Talking about exams, I've been pretty much cursed with the worse exam timetables since the beginning of year 12. So my for my half yearlies, I pretty much had all my exams squished into the first week of my 2 week exam block which resulted to me pretty much having no sleep and having a mini mental breakdown by the end of my exam week, because I had a double up (Latin and Ext 1 Maths) and pretty much one exam costed me the other. zzz. And then the next bunch of exams which came up, I had 2u then ancient then 3u consecutively, once again one exam cost me the other omg. And my trials are coming up and I swear to god my timetable could not get any worse. Well actually it was worse before they changed it but anyways. I had 5 exams in 3 days, so that was English paper 1 and 2 and ancient and legal and then Latin on the Wednesday, and then once again I was going to be finished by the end of the first week of the two week exam block. BUT THE SCHOOL CHANGED THE TIMETABLE AWYIS. Cause so many people did both legal and ancient, so now they moved ancient to the second week, however this did suck for the eco-ancient people because now those two exams doubled up just like half yearlies. When the new exam timetable was announced I was literally jumping up and down in happiness during legal studies...and then the eco-ancient people were like dying, one of my friends actually started crying, I felt so guilty omg... BUT, then when it comes to the real thing, my HSC, I have 4 exams within the first week. omg. even though there are no double ups 4 exams is still pretty bad. I'm going to be so brain dead. 

So what has been happening? Being a year 12 (hur hur hur) I attended my last ever school dance, it was alright LOl tbh I just went for the sake of going cause it is 'the last dance' and I felt so uncomfortable for majority of the night cause this girl kept grinding against me, like I'm not homophobic or anything I like 100000000000% support gay marriage but like come on, just because you (the girl) wanted to be right at the front it didn't mean you had to full on grind against me omfg. ffs. Anyways, my group had decided to go with 'jocks' as our theme to the dance and we pretty much took a group photo and dispersed LOL. Wendy came over to my house after school to get ready since we both ended at lunch 12:40 MWAHAHAHA. Perks of having free periods in year 12. The photo on the right pretty much describes my relationship with scarlet as well as how I feel about school, exams, pretty much everything to do with the DAMN HSC OMFG. Also the type of things I do in class when there is no teacher supervising us hehehehe. top notch student ;)

This year I also went to the Easter show, usually this is like one of the highlights of the year and the highlight of easter except this year it wasn't as great as it had been every other year. I don't know if its cause this year I had my little sister third wheeling my boyfriend and me LOL or because I was kinda too cheap to buy anything, but I really doubt thats the case cause every other year I bring my own sandwiches and stuff there cause the food is so overpriced. And this year I had bought nuggets!!! My boyfriend and little sister pretty much devoured the nuggets. Hahaha. And my little sister would happily wait for me when I went on rides with my boyfriend because she was content with seeing my face tense up with fear when the ride went upside down etc. Maybe because this year there wasn't that much to see, omg thats right, this year I didn't go into the animal nursery, well we were going to but during the line was so bloody long and in the end we just forgot otherwise the Easter show would have been much better haha. Maybe i just had really high expectations of the easter show this year and since it didn't meet my expectations it wasn't that great? Anyways i had bought my little sister loom band shows bags, actually multiple loom band related things because she was going through that major loom band phase which occurred around last month. Like the whole 'loom band' thing got so out of hand it was in the newspapers because schools had banned them LOL. I remember my little sister claimed that she had created a new loom band design so she actually researched how to form a contract and typed up a contract for her fellow loom band friends to sign SO SHE HAD THE PATENT AND CREDIT FOR HER DESIGN LIKE OH MY GOD. AND MY LITTLE SISTER IS IN YEAR 6 LIKE WHAT THE HELL. Anyways, after the Easter show the three of us headed into the city to eat dinner (pepper lunch...never again) and then went to Gloria jeans where we pretty much sat down and had a loom band fest. hahaha. It was so funny because even my boyfriend got involved and my little sister was teaching him and it was so bloody cute hehehe, 



 I had also finally got to go to The grounds of Alexandria omg !!! It was so sad because we missed the breakfast menu cause like hello?!?! who doesn't like poached eggs and muesli. Anyways, lunch was pretty good too and the coffee is actually as good as everyone says it is. Because we all got take away drinks because the table we booked wasn't in the cafe but rather the potting shed which is like a vintage garden themed dining area. There's also the cutest flower shop inside the grounds and its got the prettiest flowers INCLUDING RAINBOW ROSES. It was so funny because one of my friends and I tried pulling one of the roses out of the bunch completely ignoring the sign (we couldn't see) which clearly said "Please don't touch" hahahaha. in the end we got our rainbow roses and we ate and it was such a good day ehehe.
So every tuesday when I have 3u maths tutor, Dom's mum and mine have pretty much come up with routine where we go out to eat dinner after tutor, each time eating at a different place. There was this one time where we ate at pancakes at north stratfield so now i've pretty much been to every pancakes at the rocks in sydney mwahahaha awyis. Cept my little sister isn't a very big fan of these dinners because Dom's mum is such a big fan of sharing and trying each others dishes. My little sister is like a little selfish (brat) girl who refuses to share, but then sometimes I don't really blame her for being annoyed lol............ There's also this cute little cafe called The Choc Pot downstairs from my tutor and pretty much its like Dom's and my chill place before and after tutor. We go, well i go get coffee before tutor, cause I'm a coffee addict and its like -10 degrees these days cause its winter and who can possible stay awake during a couple hours of tutor WITHOUT COFFEE?!?! And cause its freezing Dom and I usually chill there waiting for his mum to pick us up cause like omg, why wait outside in the wind and cold like no. They have salted caramel lattes!!! Which is so unique and really really nice too, if you're a fan of sweet coffee hahaha. talking about sweet coffees/food etc. i think i've hit the age where i'm loosing my sweet tooth like sometimes i'll avoid eating things because i know it'll be too sweet, when in the past i've been able to eat the same things without a problem. ANYWAYS, there was this one time when wendy and I had pretty much sat there for the whole day studying for 2unit and we ordered like waffles right but seriously the waffles never came and we waited for long and turns out they forgot and they gave me the wrong coffee. I wasn't even that upset about waiting for really long but I couldn't say anything when she gave me my coffee wrong cause like omg, I already felt bad for being like '...guys...did you forget about my waffles' cause I know some of the people who work there well cause I'm like a *regular* LOL But anyways They gave me a latte and my heart legit like split HAHA. And then I was contemplating whether or not to put the sticker note on to let them know they got my order wrong but in a nice cute way and Wendy was like "do it i dont want to hear you complaining for the rest of the week" LOLOLOL. This is how much my coffee affects me seriously, DON'T GET MY COFFEE WRONG GRRR. omg it happened again a couple of weeks later, I was so said because I had to do a Latin test that day too. Talking about coffee I think my body has become really reliant on it because on days when I don't drink coffee I'm like 100% dead. Like I feel so tired, not just mentally but physically. 
Alex also had her 18th birthday! Which was pretty much a repeat of last year, dinner at noknok and then vivid after and ice cream. But it was actually a really good night even though I had came after doing open and I simply went home got changed and had no rest but anyways it was pretty good. Tbh i felt sort of over dressed because I thought more people would be wearing heels but NO. omgosh. After dinner when we actually got the water of darling harbour we watched the fireworks AND THERE WAS THIS MAN USES A SELFIE STICK TO FILM FIREWORKS LIKE OMG IT WAS HILARIOUS BUT OMG I DIDN'T EVEN THINK THOSE THINGS WOULD EXIST IN AUSTRALIA LIKE WTF OMG. I legit died when i saw it and then when the other half of the group came to join us we were like "WALK TOWARDS THE SELFIE STICK AND YOU WILL SEE US" hahahahahahaha. 



ANYWAYS ITS 3AM AND I HAVE A BREAKFAST DATE WITH SOPHIE D. TOMORROW AND I HAD JUST FINISHED WORK TONIGHT CAME HOME SHOWERED AND POSTED THIS. AND OMG I'M VERY TIRED BYE BYE. 

So i've been MIA from blogspot because I had mid-term exams, and my exam timetable was the worse because I had all my exams (so thats 6) squished onto the first week. I stayed up till late studying for exams and I was pretty much a ticking stress bomb. Exams are horrible parts of  students life and shouldn't exist!!! I have now around two terms until my actual HSC. Time really does fly. 

This seemed so long ago, but on the 9th on February, my boyfriend and I participated in The Swisse Color Run. I was rather disappointed I couldn't go last year so I went this year and actually participating in the run wasn't as exciting as I thought it might be LOL. Well, I didn't exactly run the event, I walked it even though my boyfriend was very persistent on trying to run it. lol. Either way it was still pretty fun. It was a sorching hot day and my boyfriend maximized every opportunity he had in order to bombard me with colour, by the end of the run, i was able to scratch colour out of my hair, it was so gross. and my face was coloured. It was pretty much because Olympic Park station didn't let us in unless we were wearing ponchos so we didn't dirty the trains. Which is rather stupid cause cityrail is already so shit. Oh and I had cut my hair as well. Now its like shoulder length ish and taking forever to grow back, and my hair is some weird red/brown colour idek I need to dye it soon. We actually didn't even get that dirty during the run but rather later on during the colour festival LOL.


Anyways. Since getting my cat, my cat is now around double the size of the size she was when we first got her. She pretty much gives me alot of attitude now unless I'm about to feed her cause then she's like all over me LOL. Otherwise she loves my mum the most, even if my mum like playfully hits her or shakes her she still doesn't bite my mum, meanwhile she bites me like crazy and she sleeps with my mum too. But when she's sleeping in the lounge room she's sleeping in such funny positions. Or she comes along and sits on my homework.

So my school held a pancake day in celebration of international pancake day and since I'm like biffles with canteen lady (sort of) I was guilt tripped into ordering some. It was actually pretty nice maybe because I dipped it in alot of maple syrup. MAPLE SYRUP IS SO NICE OMG. I should probably keep pancake mix and maple syrup in kitchen but I've already have multiple dressings in my fridge which I've used around 2/3 times and I do not plan on using it again so they're just sitting there....pretty much going to waste... I went on an Ancient History excursion and honestly it was pretty good, it was just lectures on Pompeii but it was really interesting, but lectures upon lecture in a pretty dark small room made me fall asleep a little LOL. like seriously you can't exactly blame me. Scarlet and I met up for breakfast at maccas and honestly their mcafe breakfast stuff is soooo good, but its stopped now cause its a trial, but it they had yoghurt and spinach and ham sourdough sanwiches and omg it was glorious. 

On my birthday I went wit my boyfriend to bondi beach. PRETTY MUCH WE GOT THE WORSE TANS IN THE WORLD AND WE'RE BOTH PEELING AND OUR SKIN IS CRYING AND OMG SOMEONE SAVE US. LOL. We pretty much tanned the same side for too long rather than flipping over to our back and the damage was done zzz. Then we went to pancakes at darling harbour to eat. I dont know, it didn't feel like special special to me, just like anyone other day out really. But i was really happy the rain held back till later on that night so it was actually I good day to go to the beach. We stayed a while at the water as well, which was fun cause the waves were pretty big and yeah :D BUT OMG SO SOME RANDOM JACKASS STARTED TO SPLASH AT ME AND I WAS LIKE WTF STOP SPLASHING AT MY FACE. Like what is wrong with people these days, and I didn't even know him ==" 


Nothing much else has been going on I guess LOL, I had a couple of dates with Sophie and Vivian and they were pretty fun. ^_^ And I've been working and away from school and I just cant wait till the holidays to catch up on everything.

Happy (belated) New Year guys. The year 2013 honestly flew by so quickly, seriously, tbh i really cannot believe its been another year so quickly. Don't even know what happened during year 11 LOL. I really guess the final years of high school really do fly past, my coming HSC year will fly past faster than ever I guess. And its already the 2nd month of this year MEANING THAT THERE IS LESS THAN 9 MONTHS UNTIL MY HSC.